Monday, November 30, 2009

Thanks Karl.

Karl I don't know what to say, and the time you were typing that post must be something you wanted to express in a while now. I don't know how to repay you, not only for that thoughtful post and for those other time you help me. Yeah I cried, so now you know how much I'll miss you guys. We will meet soon..
Coming Soon, My post of
"Calvin, Singapore in Subang"
"Mr.Random, Karl"
"The FFK of award goes to AVi"
"The Rebellious Good boy, Yue Zhi"
"Confuse in a Simple situation, Soon"
and etc...
I'll try to recall and type the moments with my E3 classmate.
But I'm very sure, I treasured them all already in my brain, I think it's in my drawer.
Thx Karl Again
~Bye~

Home Sweet Home..I know Lame quote=)

Yes.. I am Home everyone.. but I know none of my Sabahan friends are reading this post..Don really like reading so just going to talk about my Kl friends.. But I know only 1 person is keeping update with my blog..You know who you are...
So I just came home yesterday.. Didn't do much.. My house was pretty cold.. Reason I would rather not tell.. But My mum and Chico seem quite fresh and happy to see me. So i was happy with that..
My dinner was awesome..althought it was pretty simple, but I needed it.. So i was eating like a pig.. Wow.. I miss Homecook meals..
At night, I got drunk, went to my friend's place for a gathering. They actually planned earlier, simeple BBq, didn't even know I was coming home, My fault for not telling them but I think, I think la, they were happy to see me.. damn a lot of people started smoking now, maybe i should have taken Calvin's, Karl's and Weng Jun's offer...Just kidding.. I would never smoke but nothing against people who do smoke..
Open Jack Daniel's and I think one of my friend, the bartender that night, spiked my drink, meaning gave me a bit too much JD than cola in it. But I went home early cause I didn't spend that much time with my family. I was eating supper and was watching football. Then I realize I felt asleep on the couch, wow... must have been the drinks and medicine i took for my sore throat.. haha.. Next day, sunday, simple day today..
Oh yeah, before I left on my jetplane, Did I mention my friends, E3, wanted to say their goodbyes by sending me all the way to the airport, KLIA. DAmn far wei, unbelievable, I still not, couldn't believe they did that, those guys are awesome. When we arrive at the airport, we hang out like normal, insults and talk about old memories. Suddenly, 2 girls needed my help, it was Bernard Dompok's nieces, overweight, what do you expect from Girls. So I Helped them cause they were going to Sabah on the same flight as me and I didn't need to do much. All I was thinking in my head, "hurry, i wanna go back to my friends"..hehe.. So we spend our last hour together at McD. We had some laughs, ate some food, took pictures and then.. The Sad part, we said our goodbye at the departure hall, and yes, I couldn't help myself, but I cried, ok?! Happy?? hehe...
Farewell everyone
I will comeback soon
E3 forever
My next post will be about my E3 friends
some highlights I wanna share If I can remember
Just a preview: You guys, E3, are AWESOME!!!
~CIAO~

Friday, November 27, 2009

Slowly, swiftly, *thump*Thump*.. It's shattering..

Yes, the reality is near, the end is soon for E3, after everyone says their farewell, we shall then be called Ex-SAM, Ex-E3... My heart is tearing, I don know if anyone notice, but I'm sorry If I ever hurt anyone, I'm sorry If I didn't keep my promises, I'm sorry if I couldn't help you, I'm sorry for leaving...
Thump..
It hurts...
Thump
I hope we'll meet
Thump..
I wish everyone good luck with their lives
Thump
Why can't it stop.. wait... It only has begun...
Tears don't come out...
I may sound stupid, emo even
or maybe a lil too much... But it's the Truth, The Ugly Truth..
I'll admit I am Emo when it comes to leaving my best Friends..
You all are one of a kind
You all are just tooooooooooo Good
TO be true..
I'll miss you all...
Thump...
.....
..........
.............
................
Silence...
.....Cod.....Genting..........PS3....The Good times....
Classes...teachers....Ouch... I can't bare it anymore..
I love you all, I shall, will, never forget you all..
Thanks for the memories
~I hope we meet soon again in the future~


Thursday, November 26, 2009

I am who I am, it was all me, my decisions.

I stand today, proud to be an E3 student, proud to be an  5 & 4 Amanah student, proud to be a 1,2 & 3 Cekal student and proud to be a Mojuntin. Furthermore, a Liverpool FAN.
Everything that has happen or going to happen is not fate, not destiny but coincidence. My decision made me who I am today, I'm going to keep making my own decision. No regrets. I come to realize that that coincidence happen, when someone makes a decision and the other someone makes his/her decision and somehow they meet or clash or bump or etc. Their life collide because of their decision. What if he didn't choose SAM, what if I didn't choose SAM, what if I didn't say Yes to march Intake, what if I stayed quite, stay safe, what if she didn't show her picture of her friend, what if Avi didn't FFK, what if Yue Zhi didn't have Sharlene, what if Karl took piloting, what if Soon was intellectual, what if...
You see those 2 words, 'What if'
We don't look back in the past, but think about it. If we didn't decide on many things today we all would have done something different, be somewhere else, be somebody else. Just like the quote "Nothing is ever written on stone", please don't say it's fate, don't say it's destiny, it's coincident because of YOU. Even destiny can be changed, just like another quote "You decide your fate". Some decision will even have influence others, words that u say is the words u decide to say and express. So I shall say no more. I know I sound quite deep, or stupid, or emo but this is what I believe.

It wasn't fate
It wasn't destiny
It wasn't planned out
It was me
That brought and made me who I am today
Mojuntin
Sabahan
Cekal
Amanah
E3
I only have 2 days left to be a Taylorian
~Ciao~

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Another day Full of Laughs with my friends

I have a dream..
I have a goal
AN AIM!!!
To beat Avi in Fifa 10....
I don't know why, but I HATE IT, I HATE IT
that I lose..Generally...
No offense to Avi, Good sportsmenship
but A guy who has been playing Winning Eleven, PES all his, partially his whole life..
Not to showoff or anything
But I have no lost to anyone yet in Winning Eleven or PES
So pls in lighten me
MY bro, Chico has successfully beaten me a couple of times
I AM THE BEST.. but Fifa...erm..not so
It's a totally different game..
Winning Eleven is Simple
but Fifa is complex a bit la...
So That's one of My goals to beat Avinash in Fifa..
now I just need money $$$$$$, to buy myself a PS3, Controller and games
LOL

So I have a few more days left here in Subang, I wonder if anyone will miss me, or anyone would actually care, I don really play a big part in anything, I don even give any such influence. However, I will miss them all.

Karl today was surprisingly energetic and full of himself...RANDOM THIS< RANDOM THAT...aiyo.. It's hard to stay in the same planet as him..
JosTling!! JOSTLING!!! I have no idea how to spell that word or to even understand it's definition but I know this, It's stupid just like Avi, and if anything is related to Avi it's sure to be Funny..
Just one word, and the whole room make it like a stand-up material on stage. An adjective, a verb, a proverb.. I don know anymore.. Jostling... From what Avi said, it means a 2 football players, pls not american ok, fighting for a ball while chasing after it. Whatever la.

I love my parents....

I love my friends

I love .....

~Jostling~
Bye Bye

Saturday, November 21, 2009

InTeclletual Retard livin He's final Week,Days,Hours,Minutes and Seconds

It was bliss  and lust.......
hahaha not really
Now to continue on My post
This post is mainly about the few difference I have notice
about me
being here, in KL
and In Sabah
and I would like to talk about a Lame person but My good friend
I have no idea why he refers to himself as lame, I don think so.
Lol...
So better move on.
First I shower
oh...crap almost forgot well..
I just wanna say
When I'm in Sabah, I'm with my family of coz, and that's love
I love hanging out with them, but this is my time now
I have to make them proud
On another note, I'm actually referring to friends.
My mum always told me, you will meet different people
but she would never expected them to be such an influence to me
Sabah: My friends there are down to earth, simple, wanna have fun
wanna be wild, wanna do the impossible, chit chat and just love to hang out with friends
Subang/KL: My friends here are quite intellectual, some even make me feel superior(kidding, SOON!),
they are not as down to earth, they more resourceful, they know a lot of things
I met a lot of different people and I was surprise with their talents,
They are not as simple as Sabah, but that's what I love
about Sabah and Subang.KL
Their different
special
Both I wanna treasure
To be honest
They similiarities are so much more
Fun
Wild
Dreams
Love
Friends
I was in Sabah, they made me who I am today
I'm in KL because of the people I care in Sabah guide me this way
KL, I learn the Universe is a bigger place, became wanna of the
TOP PLAYERS FOR COD
PLAYED A PS3
and etc
They gave me a new perspective on LIFE
I never regretted choosing Taylor's
I just wonder, did my friends in Sabah ever notice I had a speech problem and hearing problems
Erm...
People here actually pay more attention to my attributes
my features
kinda weird how I'm putting it.
but yeah OK

So that's Done time to introduce a Funny guy, who doesn't insult others but Himself
Don worry SURYA, this is brief
I had so much fun with CAlvin and Surya Yesterday on the 19 -20 of Nov.
Do you know why it's 2 days?
because We spent the whole morning til 7am
I was suppose to go to Moral, I did go
but we chatted from 12am til 7am
at a 24 hour mamak
I don know what were we doing
but we kept on laughing laughing laughing
MAn Surya is DAmn funny
Some Stranger from UK is sleeping in his Room
This guy will tell his friends,
like if He plans to go somewhere
He say things like
'See How I wake up?'
man, it's unfortunate, we met quite late
but I shall not waste anymore time
I have up until thursday to Pack
I better make my list,
I got a lot of things
I apologize in advance if I forgot to post anything

One pic for the road





This Large guy right there.
SURYA is his name
LAdies he isn;t taken..haha

~That's all folk~

A DAy in the Mountains until THe Night at the Prom. I'll never forget Subang....

Finally JJ is back in The Flesh!!! Hello everyone, if anyone is actually out there, been quite a while since I blog so many things happen.. The Genting Trip, Movies, SAM Prom Night, hanging out with Friends until sunrise..haha.. and also I found another Good Friend, Surya. Man, I'm going to miss Subang. Let's start from the beginning.. GEnting Trip, I shall give the overall comment: kinda worth it, had a lot of fun, new experience and relive some old memories but also made a lot, and I mean a lot of new ones. The Bus trip was surprisingly short and the day before going to Genting, I only got 1 hour of sleep, nice one JJ..lol.. Quite tired but also at the same time I was so excited because I was hanging out with my classmates. When we arrive we didn't waste anytime, pranks, plans, laughs, jokes, take photos and blah blah. First we did was go to the Theme Park. I don know about the others , I love theme parks, I enjoyed myself cause I went on many rides, My favourites were the 2 roller coaster, not scary but the adrenaline was just cool. I pity the others whi waited 2 hours just for Go-Kart and I was surprise Karl didn't ride anything,  must have been some bad memory, well I understand. Ok, so more or less 2 hours was gone, others only went on 1 ride while the others including me went on some few rides.=). Afterwards it rain, we all went back to our room.
My roommates were Karl, Yue Zhi, Calvin and Avi. To me it was the perfect roommates. There was chaos in the room, Avi and Yue Zhi the love birds kept on having their petty arguement. Karl was trying his best to sleep on the desk because the Bed was damn full and well I just wanted to sleep. Unfortunately, Calvin was quite Ill but that didn't stop him from having FUN. We all chatted, jokes around and KArl actually saw Avi NAKED in the toilet..haha.. he just unlock the door from the outside..Wow.. We tried to play PS2 but it was dead and well we eventually went to sleep cause all 5 of us were tired and wanted a lil nap. I heard everyone else were walking around and doing their things. After we got up, we did the most incredible things I have ever done and it was so worth it, Playing FIFA 10 with a PS3..Yeah You heard it properly..PS3...walau.. I cannot describe how it felt but I'm going to say this, worth every penny. Ok I better stop, moving on, typical dinner and afterwards just made some more great memories and moments. I'll just give you the summary, we scared the living crap out of everyone in the Hotel, Calvin bought a mask, a reaper mask and had this big black, dark cloak to go with it. HE really look like the Killer from Scary movie but just shorter..haha.. We scared SOoN was priceless, we even, not on purpose, scared the living daylights of the other hotel guests..Aiyo..so funny.. BUt we knew we couldn't scare old people. Damn, we made so much noise in the Hotel, I was surprise if they were going to kick us out. Luckily they didn't. Throughout the night we burn the midnight oil, chatting, gambling and just walking around. Eventually i slept at 4am and woke up at 11am. All of us went home separately, kinda disappointed there but it was fine.  Travel Kl was a great experience and lucky got WEng Jun. So Genting Trip was Fine but just kinda too expensive. I have to keep a budget..Aiyo..But it was still a blast.
 NEXT...

Let's see, Oh yeah, Wong Yong Yau's Birthday was coming(20 november), so Kar Yee wanted to make a special video. I hope I could put it on Youtube, I hope he really liked it. DOn't want to describe, I want to go on with my stories.

Oh yeah Did i mention? The day we got back from Genting, the next day, Prom Night..hahaha... Kar Yee Slept over at my place before the day of the Prom. We were helping each other get  ready, cut my hair, my hair is different and I like it..hehe.. Recording the video was also on the same day, Wow. SO many things were meant to be done. In the End, we FINISH!! everything...hehe and focus getting ready for Prom.
Not to sound like a A.H. but I look kinda good on Prom Night...haha.. Everyone else were just amazing and the girls, oh the GIRLS... Were so HoT!!!!!!!!!!!!!... I love being part of SAM, I love being a E3 soldier.
Prom was quite disappointing but overall 6 out of 10, after the PRom I gave it 8 out of 10.=). The food was great but the timing sucks. Hey Picture this, it is already difficult enought to control students in a classroom, now picture the a giant number of students in a ballroom. It was a bit of chaos but some cooperated, everyone tried to make it a night not to forget. E3 was being E3, while everyone cheers, we all shouted 'Finish' at them, it's an E3 thing, that's why I love these guys. Taking so many pictures, I thought my phone was going to blow and overload on pictures and videos because of the PROm and Genting.
(I think this might be the longest post so I better separate it).
Mr. Yapp was so casual, he is the definition of casual, wore a blazer and slacks but under his blazer was a T-shirt with a Tiger face on it. Wow.. Everyone else look marvelous. Performance was so so. Bad thing was there was no dancing at all there but to make up they gave us all free tickets to a Nearby club, a very good one I might add, M.o.S, so worth it going it. HAnds down, best club I've been so far, just wish I had some girls. Wait I had Debbie, Thanks girl. Afterwards went to drink a few bottles, I wasn't drunk Lol.. I just wanted to get a lil high with the beers, so i drank quite fast except I didn't vomit. Next thing I knew, I slept and I overslept, Opps I miss Moral Classes...hahaha... Ok I'll be posting something else again after this. Thus......
Wait enjoy some pics first that were taken
on this 2 special days.













!Dashing!


Pou knows most of my Sabah friends

Debbie and Me going back after a long night
TO check out more photos got to my Facebook Profile



~Cheers~
~TO be COntinue~
BOO!!

Friday, November 20, 2009

I Apologize. Update: I'm not stopping yet

Sorry guys about me not posting anything, I have been quite busy enjoying my time here in Subang and using every second of it because of me leaving early..aiyo.. But I'll be sure to post something very very soon...
I'm not quitting my blog....
~Thx and See Ya~

Friday, November 13, 2009

13 November 2009, Friday: The day MY WORLD stood still

This won't be a long post I just gotta say it....
I'm Free!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today was the last exam/Finals paper; And it had to be a hard one. Specialist Maths: Damn this subject is soooooo hard, I'm almost cried just thinking about going through with it( Kidding)..
LAst Night I could not sleep, rolling left to right on my bed, my heart just started to race because I kept thinking about finishin this paper.. I have no idea what time I slept but I knew I was damn tired to get up. In the end, I got up, took my shower, got ready everything and I was off.. I walked alone at 6am in the morning, believe me, this place is very dark at that time, unlike Sabah.
So guess who I bump into, before reaching the gates, CAlvin, kar Yee and Daniel, I ran towards them and wow... I don know what happen, I just started running, full of energy I was and Jumped into the air.
I was so pumped. All of us caught up with one another at the doors of our destiny, MPH( Multi Purpose Hall). So all of us just chatted for a while and was just too excited and damn nervous for the paper.
As we step into the hall, others were already getting pumped up, shouting and screaming before entering the doors.
As we put our bags on stage, I wished everyone Good Luck for one Last time. As I go down from the Stairs, I was looking for my seat. From the stage, I saw too seats empty, assuming one is mine, one was the 2nd table, and the other was further down, I thought it was the further down but I was wrong, I was second.. OMG.. THis is so awesome, I get to do My jump after all..walau wei..

So teachers gave us all the orders and had to proceed with the procedures, I'm just talking crap now
So we started.. The paper started Ok, I could answer all but up to the end, I knew I was screwed, but actually I feel much better about  my spec maths than my CHem.

Whatever... Moving on, There it was, 5 more minutes then WE ARE FREE
I counted every moment and doing one mroe question
I couldn't finish on time but I did my best.
5....4....3.....2...1
"ok put down your pen or you will be consider cheating"
It's over, I think i shed a tear..
I was so anxious to get out of the freezing Hall, and just shout..
But as i got up on stage, I had to leave a mark, so I jump into the air, clicking my foot together.
It was nothing much, i don think anyone give a damn, but who gives a s**t..
I'm happpy, my friends are happy and E3 is Happy.
What did we do next??? well??? You know
COD
Futsal and
Now... I'm at home blogging, so hungry oh...
tonight going out with Yuan Ming.. Aiyo..
No pictures this time, but they will be some for next time

~LOVE YOU~
pEACE

Thursday, November 12, 2009

PRO EVOLUTION SOCCER vs FIFA...duh...

Why do I need to say more?
Overall, PES or Winning Eleven is totally better
I'm not going to go over the freaking comparison, you can do that on the internet, DON BE LAZY.
Just type 'PES or Fifa' on google...LOl... As you can see most of the views, opinions and comments are all going to lead to PES is overall damn better than Fifa..




Common GAmeplay is awesome for the PES... I just need to let this one out..
For those who think Fifa is fun, You have not tried PES or Winning Eleven Yet
FYI: I'm looking for an opponent who can actually beat me beside my bro who plays as much as me...
And I just want to add, Girls really don't understand football
Don have all these question about football and always wonder why Boys go gaga over this sport, it's just a game.
Well, Why do Girls go gaga over shopping or jewelry or s**?..haha.. Last part i was kidding
but seriously, You get where I'm coming from??
I play Football
I play Football games
I watch Football
I join a Fantasy Football
And I'm not talking bloody American Football.
I'm talking about the sports that unites people all over the world SPORTS
I LOVE FOOTBALL
Rule 67#: Girls should never ask WHY do boys love Football...

This feeling is something you're born with.. For those guys, who don love Football as much as I do.. You really need a realization or stop playing DOTA...hehe... 
Here;s something for you beginners, take a ball kick it and you will see the light
or take your remote and switch channels to ESPN and Starsports, on Saturday and Sunday catch one match and don cum all over yourself when you watch a Beautiful Game...

I'm so tired now.. Just finish watching Zombieland.. wei... Damn cool and funny man.. One part of the Movie just surprise me and made me laugh so hard and so long... That's phrase didn't sound right... Oh well, I recommned to everyone.
Rule 124#: Never sleep from 7pm to 10.30pm, gives you a headache and you miss Dinner..lol

What now ah??? 
Karl got Call of Duty: Modern Welfare (Just for you Karl..hehe)... 2.
I REPEAT 2!!!!
Damn I am so jealous, it feels like that time where I just spat all over and came to my senses and realize that I love COD.. Thanks to Avi for introducing me to such an addictive game...
Someday I will match up to Karl...haha
Calvin try not to sleep during the day, u miss out on a lot of things..

Aiyo.. I suck in blogging.. dude.. it's 15 min to 4am, WTH am I doing??? Spec Maths is tomorrow 6am..hahaha.. Go figure

~Rule 36#: Goodnight~

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

~THE SLEEPING COFFEE~..weeeeee....

~UPDATED~
Ok ignore the title, this blog is about the Good and the Bad news Everyone..
Bad news always seem to be the right one to give first.. so let's start
BAD NEWS is/are...
  1. I'm leaving KL on the 28 of November, sorry E3. Like i left my friends for March Intake, I'm leaving early to go home.. aiyo...
  2. Chem results is going to suck
  3. Leaving my E3 classmate toooo early...sob
  4. Hopefully can finish 'Sorry Sorry'
  5. I won't be able to do a lot of things with my friends before I leave
  6. E3
  7. E3
  8. E3
  9. E3 soldier!!!
  10.  This is not GOODBYE E3
Good news is/are..
  1. E3 don need tolerate with my loudness anymore..haha
  2. Goin to be with my friends and family in Sabah
  3. Goin to see Yvette
  4. Goin to England
  5. Goin to help my Brothers with their problems
  6. Drive around..finally...hehe
Aiyo.. Tmrw is Chemistry paper.. Better stop now...
One more thing: Damn I am going to miss E3
~Adios~

Friday, November 6, 2009

It couldn't happen.. Well it did=P

Hi guys, I have time for one post la of coz....hehe... In the middle of Exam rite now, but I still want to let out something.. Movie critics and the truth of their review(ALl the movies I love).
Let me just list the movies.
Transformers 2: only got 19%..Ouch hurt my heart, I love this movies.. Maybe I'm just a sucka for actions and special effects.

Transformers 1: got 57%.. Not bad but not what I expected

Inglorious bastard: 87%..not surprise..Damn good movie.. Shit.. Brad Pitt is awesome

Terminator Salvation: Got higher than Transformers 2 only lil difference, OMG, I didn't really like this movie

Invention of Lying: Got a rating of average somewhere in the 50%... Not bad and critics say it's fine, could have been better and didn't really stick to the story

Zombieland: Got the same rating as Inglorious Bastard.. MUST WATCH!!!!

Harry Potter, HAlf blood Prince: 83%.. to me the movie was kinda draggy...

DIstrict 9: Got a ridiculous rating of 90%.. I have to agree this movie was one of a kind and look forward to THE FOURTH KIND

The GodFather: Haven watch yet.. but... drum roll please... 100% rating.. HAnds down best movie, as critic say, almost all my friends have watch this movie, I haven..sad. damn

Yes MAn: A movie i quite enjoyed, got 43% only.. not surprise, typical movie, so fair rating

I love you MAn: I'm shocked..Yahoo... 82% rating..damn... walau wei.. did not expect this..haha

Get smart: 53%..speechless..=(

IRON MAN; YES YES... 90%.. Now that's a rating.. Also one of my fav. can;t wait for the 2nd movie..pls don be like transformers 2

American Pie Beta House; they didn't rate it..hahaha..walau.. must have beeen too bad or too vulgar..haha

Well, that's all i wanna say.. dissapointed.. for TRaNsformers 2. REALITY CHECK.. I have to agree, didn't make sense in few parts but I am Loyal, to Liverpool and Transformers

EXAM STATUS: ESL was sad, physics was damn good and Maths was just better..
here comes the hard part...argh... Spec maths and Chemistry... I hate this subjects... I'll update this post when I have the mood agen and Now i just lost it.. talking to someone important to me..( 6/11/09, 1.54am)

~till next time, Ciao~

Sunday, November 1, 2009

E3's Call of Duty: Destroy SAM and Rule KL..=)

Nothing much I wanna talk about. Just going to say a few words before I sleep.
E3
We are the Best
because we're full of boys in our class
We have beaten the rest
and kicked their ass
Let us do one final act
show them what we got
show them that our rack
showing our hardwork wasn't just a dot
We will make our stand
LAdies and Gentlemen
The Finals we have withstand
for too long now-men(hehe)
I love you all
Good luck
Stand Tall
Let us conquer the MUCK!!!

GO! GO! GO!

I no need to say no more, the picture says it all
Whatever happens
no regret
just pure happiness
I AM PROUD TO BE AN E3 SOLDIER


Oh yeah I more annoucement
OUR GAME IS ON IT's WAY E3
IT'S COMING SOON
MODERN WARFARE 2!!!
WALAU!!



~Good Luck, See You After FInals EveryONE~

I'M PISS AT 2 PERSON. WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE THE 3RD? BE MY GUEST

I have two topics to discuss and it relates to 2 person.. First

Come and join me in the Anti-Rafael Club
Firstly, I just want to say, that is by far the worst call, worst game I have ever seen by Liverpool, I'm not going to blame the players but I mainly put the blame on Rafael Benitez. I'm going to predict the future here, either he has to step up his game or he gets fired by Monday. I prefer the 2nd choice, don't you agree. I have tolerated with Rafael's decision and strategy long enough. I hope I'm the first to say it, but Rafael, I may have praise you at times but you don't deserve to wear the Red Shirt. Rafael was just a 1 hit- wonder, only won the Uefa Champions league once and afterwards, where the hell is the barclays title??? Huh?? Where??
Do you see  his call on substituting Torres, Benayoun and Kuyt??? He replace them with youngsters? What happen to Aquilani? what happen to Johnson? Common Degen and Lucas?? Who the hetch was number 16 for Liverpool??? Ok, if you didn't have anymore players, why did you subbed out Torres and Benayoun??? OMG... Worst call ever.... Before you tried this method of rotation, meaning you try to always to change tactics every match and sometimes I questioned your decision. However, this is the LAST STRAW!!! I admit you have pulled off some damn good performance and giving Liverpool fans high hope but then just can't live up to the expectations, like someone you remind me of.. In Big games, you managae to impress us all by making the right decision, taking risks but all the other games matters else well. If you lose to ManU, ok we lose our pride but the biggest pride is winning the English Premier League.. ManU and Arsenal fans, for last week fixture(23 October 2009), I know how you feel, I'm not going to picked on ManU fans, you guys have every right and Arsenal fans, I know how you may have felt after the West Ham match, but Liverpool's match was even worst.. 2 red cards within minutes and conceded 3 goals..
Rafael thanks for pumping me up for my Finals..
I am not ashame of going down and losing to Fulham, their a good team.
I am not ashame of being a Loyal Liverpool FAN but it wasn't their fault
I am ashame of having Rafael Benitez as our managa up til now.
Lucas and Degen shall leave with you too.
You want me to help you pack your bags guys, no problem, I will be glad.
Seriously, Have you ever seen Arsene Wenger and Sir Alex Ferguson make such calls???
I know at times they have but this is by far the worst Rafael.
I am disappointed...

Please support my Anti-Rafael Benitez club( Until he can prove to me, like he did in the Uefa Champions League, then you will earn my respect back)



Ok next person.. Well I'm not piss at him I'm actually disappointed
You made a promise to someone and I hope you'll keep it and prove me WRONG
I won't mention his names but you'll know him.

Once a upon a time...
Are you the TRUTH or just a lie???
Dude, I'm starting to think you don't want to hang with us.
Ok I know mum can be a dragged and won't allow you to do things.
but I don want you to argue with your parents and come out with us.
Instead, I want you to be honest.
That's why I'm writting this post cause I'm your friend
I'm going to be honest and I can't sat anything any longer.

I'm beginning to think are you lazy or is your mum that strict?! Ok I know mum can be damn strict but please I want the truth because I'm a man and I can handle the truth. Are we your friends? Are we just wind that you won't see after we blew away? I'm maybe sounding harsh and maybe I'm paranoid, but this is what I feel. You know, you should appreciate that other people are thinking about you and be grateful we can tolerate we your attitude, although we do enjoy your personality but still, FFK!!! OMG... I'd stayed silent and support your decision because I trust that your making the rigth choice and you are commited to that path. So I won't judge here, but You have lied my friend long enough. I want a straight answer!! Seriously!!
I'm not going to go on any longer and say things, Are we really friends or you don't care about our feelings. GIve me a straight answer.. Don't worry I'm not mad, I'm just disappointed.
I hope you can live up to your promise to that certain friends of yours and promise this will be ALL OVER AFTER THE FINALS. Dude, you know I love you as a brother from another mother, but prove me wrong that you're not a bad guy after all and you were being truthful the whole time.. Thx for giving such good memories.
Calvin thanks for cheering me up regarding the Liverpool match
I will be discrete.
I will be strong
I will have to live and forget
I will have to move forward
Don't look back
because
WHat I've done
in SAM
is about to be tested

~FInals Baby is tomorrow~
~See you after Finals~