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Hmmmmm....
How many times i have tried to update my blog it seems like i'm always stopped by something or someone well finally I have no more problems and no more interruptions. However this post is going to be kinda painful for me, because I will be talking about my previous relationship with Yvette...
Well My last post was talking about me in England, UK, London. Currently I am in Newcastle, in my room.
I love my room, I was planning to make a video about my room, should i or should i not? I dont want to come off as a showoff... Okok enough about the video. So, my life here in Newcastle, it's been pretty great, of coz sometimes it can get boring and lonely, but it's ok now.. Although, starting my life was pretty rough, I had to handle my broken heart and settle down else well.. I manage to get myself back up and now well just enjoy my life here and make the best of it. I don know where to start so let us start with my flat...
My FLAT- My flat is great!!! The space, the tables, the bed, the things i can have and now I can cook!!!! Problem is, trying to maintain the flat with my flatmates. I was hoping all of them to be nice and tidy person. Wel well, i got what i wanted, they all are very nice and clean people and willing to cooperate to keep the flat clean. 2 other Malaysian are staying in the same flat as me, keat Lee who I have grown very close too and a girl who is engage and it's her final year, she's taking Law. 4 more, 1 Hong Kong and 3 chinese people, there's one couple staying with us and they're living right next to me, and I think 1 time i heard them being passionate with each other..muhahaha xD... Not my fault, it was kinda weird, ok super weird for me.. For the pass 2 weeks, cooking become my routine everyday now, I like it but sometimes i get lazy and have to go there and here..Lol.. gets tiring but luckily my timetable isn't that tense.. Budgeting is also another task I have to do..aiyo... So this is my new life here..hahaha.. I still get to enjoy now and then. And thanks to my parents, I have some special drinks with me in my room.. Oh yeah did i mention my internet connection is freaking fast..OMGosh, movie downloading is so easy now man... within 1 hour 1GB nice xD!!!! So yeah that's it about my flat..
One of the most beautiful Bridge I have layed my eyes on
My University: I really don want to talk about my UNI so much because there is too much to tell, so many activity and it's so F-ing Huge man.. they even have a club/bar/pool place in the middle of the Uni, the Student union. There parties are awesome, oh did i mention, the whole time since I've been here, people have been partying in the accommodation, refering to the locals, drinking and a lot of drunkeds everywhere..Lolx..The University almost have everything and provide all kinds of help. I'm very thankful and proud to be a Northumbrian..hehe.. Michaelian, Taylorian and now Northumbrian..awesome..hahahaha :)
My Class Timetable
My course: the first year units seem pretty basic,I shouldn't have problems with my units but my biggest battle will be against Procastination.haha.. Haven made a lot of friends in my course, but there are so many of them, they don look friendly so looks like i have to make the first move yet again. I did meet up with a Malaysian taking the same course as me, she seems nice, quiet though but she was nice enough to introduce herself to me. :) So thumbs up tp her.. and My timetable is killer, I can't complain but I'm gonna enjoy my course. My induction week, was a blast, I didn't even know i had an induction week up til tuesday and that was like late afternoon, I went into an event halfway, building a bridge out of spaghetti and well i did meet some guys but they weren't so friendly with me and kinda difficult to understand them with their accent but sooner or later I'll become a Mag Pie( a person from Newcastle)..hehe.. Too scared to even mention I'm a liverpool fan..wakakakaka... I can't wait to start my class next week..hehe...
My New friend..hahaha.. I just like this picture..
Ok Now it has come to that time to talk about Yvette... i don even know where or how to start... But I knew that was coming, from her i guess. In my heart, I always hope that it wouldn't happen but it did. That's what happen when two person don share the same view... It's never was going to work but I couldn't ask her to see things the way i do, so I had to. It wasn't enough i guess... Our love wasn't strong enough.. That's all to it.. The distance was never the problem. For the pass few weeks before I left even, me and her didn't say goodbye properly and well I hated it that we didn't. It didn't even stop there, when I was in UK, it still kept my unfocus and distracting me from what I had to do here, and I said to myself I'm done with this pressure. A relationship with someone you love should come easy, all I can say is that we both didn't love each other enough for that.. I have no regrets at all, and I had my fun, and she gave me a lot of great memories that might be hard to forget but everything will be ok, I will be ok, I am JJ of coz but finding a girl here will be hard..wakakak..
I don really want to say what was the problem between me and Yvette, because it's something very sensitive, not only for us, but for others.. She is very certain that what she decided was right so I decided that I will get over her and forget her... She is still my friend and my best friend... I just need time.. I dont know what God has in stored for me, but I believe in Him and He knows what's best for me. So I will follow the wind, where the wind takes me I will go... but I still have to make my own decision and my own effort has to come into play... I don have much to say anymore... I'm just very grateful for the things I still have, My family and friends. :)
There is no point is sulking about things that happen to you but everyone has the right to let out what their heart feels even for a while. I decided to move along and press a reset button here in UK, I'll make my life even better... I want to thank Yvette's friend and family who were concern for me after the break up and of course not to forget my friends and family who were there else well, who made me strong...
I have Faith... that my life will get better from here on out... I have faith that my family and friends will always be there for me... I have Faith in God...
Oh yeah special Thanks to people who created "How I met Your Mother?", because I really damn sure, that show really help me in my break up and made me realize a lot of things.. It made me a better man..muhahaha xD.. No joke..haha.. I recommend, hopeless romantic and people who has nothing else to do..haha
So there you go, I'll try to update my blog and make the blog a bit more wiser and proper, this was just telling what I had gone through, although I think I have miss a lot of parts but you have be here to know..haha..
~Peace out~
From Northumbria
