Wow.. I've forgotten that I had a BLog =P

Man oh Man, it's been too long since my last post, I'm sorry to anyone who checks my Blog on a daily or weekly or monthly basis, but i doubt anyone checks my blog regularly..hehe... OK where should i start? A lot has happen since my last post, drama, conflict, some damn good moments with friends, family and my girlfriend(hehe =P), and things you just can't forget whether it's good or bad.
My Life for the past few months since March, has been memorable, I wish I could tell you everything but I'm too lazy to type it all out..hehe.. Doesn't really matter, if I do tell anyway... But still no harm to sum it..

Family- I want to spent as much as possible time with them, because in 2 weeks time I'm going off to study overseas in the United Kingdom. I was so busy catching up with my family members, settling my visa, accommodation and etc etc.. I am gonna miss my family, they gave me so much memories and now I'm leaving to go study somewhere very far and very long, though I'll be back during my sem breaks..hehe =P.. My parents has tolerate with my attitude for so many times and they always tend to give me what I want and also What I need. They have given me enough advice, skills and guidance for me to get through with my New Life in UK. My brothers, well what can I say, they have grown up and I am damn proud to be their Bro, I wish them the best of luck when I have to leave, I hope they'll achieve their goals and everything. =)

Friends- Same, I just want to be with them in my final 2 weeks.. Man My friends, I have so many stupid but awesome things with them, I will truly miss them and never forget, Thank the Lord, that FAcebook and MSN exist..hehe.. Road trips, daily outings, mischievious activity, helping hands, Clubs, Sleepovers, All-nighter and you name it I have done all kinds of things with them, I wish I could do more though, but We did enough..hehe... To my E3 classmates, I'm sorry I couldn't spend as much time as I want with you guys, I wish all of you the best of luck with your studies and maybe in the near future we will meet again..=) Hopefully very Soon.. My friends will always be there for me, and I'm glad I have met all kinds of people, with their unique personality and Gold heart, not forgetting their sense of humour.. xD.. I will never forget you guys, YOU know who YOU are..hehe...

Girlfriend- I love her, that's all it matters, I don't want to talk so much about this area here, because this is personal, Private Love Life.hehe. You guys understand, right? =P


Our Father, Our Lord, Our God- I recently went astray from my righteous path and I got lost. I didn't know if I believe in the Lord and I had many doubts, because I couldn't accept a few things. However, I tried my best to find the answer, when I was young I believe there is a God, But i don't know if I appreciated him or even worshipped him. I had uncertainty in my heart. I look to others for help, I read the bible to find my answer, but all those just gave me a  temporary sense of peace, I didn't know what was I looking for. Then I went to the person that was there for me all my life, My Dad. I asked him for help, i asked him for his advice, because He has always been there for me. After speaking to him, He didn't give me the answer, He was the answer. People say God is not just God, He can be your friend, He can be your family member, Because He is almighty and He can send his message through someone you are very close to. My Dad taught be about Christianity and well His number rule that he gave me and to my brothers was to be Good, be the best person you can be and have faith in God. I am very Blessed to have a family like mine and I love God for giving me such wonderful parents. So God has restored my Faith stronger than ever. =) I shall never forget my faith and will always believe no matter what.

So there you go, I will be updating my blog now and then because when I'm in Uk, Not sure what am I gonna do..hehe.. I have 2 weeks left here, let's make this count everybody..

One last thing,

Jesus gave us a Life to Live

so honour it in a way

to live to the fullest 

and not forgetting the person who gave you that Life

God Bless Everyone

Don't forget to pray to Thank Him

Goodnight Everybody

~Over and Out~

Living Your Life CAn Be UnPredictable

Hello Everyone! I'm back and Happier than ever. So I have finally decided, I'm going to Newcastle, I'm going to study my Quantity Surveying Course in Northumbria. I was actually doubtful if I wanted this, I wasn't sure if I could survive and manage on my own, but I wouldn't know If I don't try.
Well if you're wondering why I chose tos tudy UK, here are the following reasons:
Pros:


-The quality of education they offer

-Meeting new people

-Closer to my goals: Getting a good life and earning a living

-The allowance given by the University..hahaha..=P

-An Incredible Adventure for me

- The experience I'll gain afterwards

-The excitement of leading your life, becoming an adult

- Parents, Brothers and my Yvette, being proud of me for going to UK to pursue my goal
Although, there are so many good things but of course there is a bad side.
I might be lonely at first, I might doubt my skills of managing and I might even doubt myself if I could match up the standard of education there in UK.
I only need that confident within me to push me, to give me that drive, to give me that feeling of wanting more out of myself.. So there you go.. My decision.. Uk here I come.. But I'll only leave somewhere in August. It's already March, I dont have that much time left, so I'm going to enjoy what's left of my time here, I'm definitely going to make 2010 better than 2009...hehe... So far it's been great.. Kinda miss E3.. I really need to go back to KL, where most of my highlights of 2009 happened. I need to visit them before I leave for UK.
So the reason to this post, I wanted to say that life can be Unpredictable because on 14 of March, something incredible happen, a really big surprise this... I was so Happy, so surprise, I couldn't believe, for a second I thought I was dreaming or something. But before, I move on to that special day, Since my last post, My life has been normal, just slacking around, spending time with people and sometimes It might be boring but what to do.=P Just the other day, last saturday(13 march), my friends planned to go to the club to celebrate a friend's birthday. Before that, My friends kept asking me to make sure I come because I thought they really wanted me to come and have fun together. Although, I expected too much and I spended too much. I felt so used actually, I didn't enjoy myself but for some reason I took the most money out. I didn't know if they wanted me there for the booze, me and my friends that wanted to enjoy the night, told everyone to drink slow, but NO, some we're too selfish and inconsiderate that they drank the whole bottle to themselves, so some were sober the whole night, and I'm not the only one who didn't enjoy. Maybe me and clubbing just don't go together..Lol... So throughout the whole night, I was in a bad mood, I was so sarcastic to everyone.. Damn.. thinking back.. I should have follow my dad to the Wild Life Trip.. I didn't have to take money..hehe.. But what to do.. No regrets.. there is always a reason to everything.. I saw the true colours of my friends.. Let just say they let me down..
So the next day(14 March), I woke up really late, however I did wake up earlier, me and my family wanted to go to church but we couldn't go because Our house had no electricity and so we missed it. That day felt so stressful and everyone kept giving me a lot of work, I had to go in and out of the house so many times, I thought I was going crazy everytime I entered the car. Erwin, my best Friend, promise me, He could cheer me up with a surprise. I was quite anxious to see the surprise because he told me not to ask any question, "just follow my intructions" were his words. Late evening, I was about to go off, until my parents gave me last minute work again.. I was like Argh!!!.... Ok done, set, ready and go.. For some reason, Erwin is the person that is suppose to take me to the surprise but I was the one driving and picking him up. How is that surprising me by telling the place we're suppose to go??..
Ok, we arrived our destination, and I was shock actually because we were in front of his gf's place, clueless I was, the surprise is here????...
As I entered the house, everyone was friendly but something was very odd... I felt like I was a special guest or the guest of honor, the things that were prepared. Lenny(E's gf) talked to me and I just told her about my weekend being a real drag, the party sucked, my gf couldn't come down to KK with her friends and on top of everything else, I really hate doing a lot of chores.. Typical me.. So as we were talking and everything, I realize, everyone was looking at something behind me. I didn't bother to look myself, because I assume it was the mother just walking by. However, they constantly are looking back, as I was just about to relieved myself of this curiousity.... Everything turned pitch black...
Well it's because someone had close my eyes...
Familiar hands... It felt like I have held this hands before... yeah I did...
Then, few seconds after my eyes were close..
That song was playing...
Sum 41 - With Me...
................Could it be?.............
No way, it's impossible....
My eyes finally saw the light..
and An angel stood right beside me..
it was her
it was Yvette.....
I just stood up from my seat...
Everyone was laughing at me, well it's because the way i reacted..
I think I turned as bright as a tomato..
I was So HAPPY!! =)
My bad weekend became a distance memory...hehe...
Special Thanks to Jacky, Lenny, Erwin, Lenny's mum, Kathleen and Henry
Thanks Kath and Henry, she would have never been able to come..

So Yeah, as You can see Living your lfie can be Unpredictable...
She was staying in KK for 4 days and 3 nights..
I'm kinda lazy to tell what had happen in those 4 days and 3 nights..
So here how it goes, Parents went off to KL on the 2nd day she was here, they were coming back on the same day that My Girlfriend had to leave.. So yeah... hehehe....
Amazing, fantastic and wonderful..... That's how I describe the 4 days...
I finally felt like a normal couple, You know where You can just see your girlfriend just next door..
All My family and friends were real friendly and supportive, we all had our share of laughs and smiles.
I tried my best to impress Y's friends and entertain them as much as possible, in the process I found out that they are very good people, I'm glad to have met them.
Thanks Yvette for giving me those joyoues memories that I'll treasure..
I'm going to miss her when she has to leave.
When She left I started to miss her
Everyday I miss her
I miss her now =)

So there you go.. It's true, Living your life can be Unpredictable..

One minute it was going down hill,

the next minute, you could be on cloud 9..

~Peace out~

My Current Status: I LOVE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!

Hello everyone =), I'm such in a joyous mood. Although I'm quite full of stresses but I can't do anything about it yet, all I can do is wait til the time comes I will need to face it. Right now, I'm enjoying my life. My Parents are so supportive of my decision i make nowadays, they're quite linear but they're still quite strict also, Although I'm more than a minor but I still have my boundaries. Well whatever it is, I'm happy to have my parents. My brothers also, I'm proud of them, with their sports and education, I wouldn't change them, just need to improve them..hehe... I just wish they would be proud of me for something.. I feel that I have nothing to show myself for, my bros don ever tell me what are they proud of, I always talk to my friends about my bros accomplishment.. Not all the times but still.. Sometimes I can be the most confident guy but sometimes I also lose my self-esteem a bit.  The Big question to everyone is: WHat are you proud of me for? I'm not expecting any right answer, just answer that would ease myself, answer that would make me not doubt myself from time to time. Yeah, we should doubt ourselves from time to time but not always... It's not healthy..hehe.. We all need confidence, later we won't be able to face life.

So this post, I'm mainly going to talk about is my trip to LAhad datu. Before, I continue, I'm happy that my bro found a girlfriend that is really genuine and cares for him so much..hehe.. COnrgats bro.. So After my family open house has been celebrated and everything, I was given the green light to go and see my Girlfriend, Y. I was expecting my mum to allow me to go anytime I want, I just didnt expect for her to let me go, so early.. The week after the openhouse, the coming weekend, I was already arranging my trip, booking my hotel, renting a car and booking a flight there. The arrangements were going well, all I was worried about is my Uncle who was accompanying me on the trip and no one else could hae afford for the trip. So I was afraid my friend was goin to be lonely during the trip when I was with Mi Amor. And I was right but he actually didnt mind and was really understanding about it. I'm very lucky to be surrounded with kind people. I love my life.. Strike one...

The Journey there was awesome, it was suppose to be long but he made it fast....hahaha.... damn fast.. We travelled to 2 cities. When we finally made it there, our destination, or MY DESTINATION. SHe surprise me, she came to my room and we greeted...hehe... I'm not going to give the whole detail to the trip but it was AWESOME... I WANNA GO BACK...  Meeting her friends and family was awkward at first la but at the end, I think i did a pretty good job. She tells me, everyone liked me, some even open up to me, that was touching. The parents seem to be ok with me, Had dinner with her whole family, heart wasnt racing, because I'm quite used to the situation where everyone on the table is older than me, knows more, knows each other. The situation is similiar to accompanying my Dad to a wedding at the table,  instead of my dad now, I accompanied my Dear..hehe...
I was really happy to meet everyone, to meet good people in LD.. I thank everyone for being very kind to me. I Wasn't being anyone but myself, so I hope you all enjoyed JJ..hehe.. 
I really cannot talk in detail what happen in Lahad datu, but I'm in Love with this Girl...
I thank Utada Hikaru for her song - Firsr Love.
I thank SUm 41 for their song - WIth me..haha.. the list will go on on..hehe..
I'm thankful for a lot of things.
Thanks for the necklace, Yvette

I love my life.. My life right now.. I want to enjoy before I move on to start a new chapter in my life which in my Future UNiversities.

Right now, I'm in a jam, This coming friday I have to make a decision between my Friends, who wants me to join them at the club against My Father's quality time with the chance to meet Mi amor, once again..hard decision isn't it.. Which should I choose, should I go on an adventure or dance in the club.. Walau headache.. Hmm.. ok now I'm just going to show you all some pictures of my and my friends..

This is an awesome pic, wish I was looking at the camera when it took this picture..Lol

Oh yeah, me and my friends created this game, where it involves eaating wasabi, mustard or disgusting pickles, if ur hand loses in the blackjack.. U know blackjack.. 21... U know..

This game rocks hard..Check out the other photos in my facebook..

Killa

LAst but not least..

Well the picture speaks for itself.. RIght Dear?..hehe..

Miss u so much =) <3

P/s.. Giving up on your goal and changing your goals is two totally different things.

Giving up is turning your back from your path to your goal

Changing is looking forward but with a different direction to another goal

Good luck Everyone with their Goals

~See You Later Aligator~

I'm making the BEST of it, although it is already the BEST

Hi Guys.. Happy Chinese New Year, Happy Valentine's day...
Hmm.. I want to write a lot of things actually, but I'm not quite sure how to express it properly and clearly.
Let's see, if we turn back time since the last time I posted something, what have I been doing since then???
Well, I've been playing COD a lot recently, I'm spreading the disease and my friends genuinely enjoy playing the game, although before they would say they don't enjoy because it makes them dizzy and everything. I'm actually the KING here, I found a few competitors but none can compare to Uz, Calvin, Soon, Avi and KArl. I still think about E3 now and then, I have to say they really left their mark on my life. I really do miss college and the assignments, because E3, we were never doing the task alone, although it was an individual task, I had a lot of help and I'm thankful to everyone of them til this day, I wish them luck with their studies and hopefully we'll meet in the future.

After College ain't so great, well to be honest, it feels like a routine now to me, I wake up everyday and I have a difficult time choosing what to do. I have my daily errands to do and task given to me by my parents, but I really don't do much. I have tried reading and news, I tried, slowly that routine faded because I had so much to handle. 1 thing that hasn't faded is exercise, physically, I mean I go to my ex High School to join the football team with their training, I want to keep fit, I want to lose the belly I have gained and furthermore, I have been consistent with my exercise at home. With my Freetime now, one of my priorities now is my appearance for now, I'm trying to keep my face clean, especially of pimples and well, I want to grow some muscles. I still stand with appearance is not everything. Something I look forward to everyday is THE REPLY, I'm waiting for e-mails from the UK University I have applied to. I realy don know what to expect, I'm really excited to study but I'm really nervous about studying in UK, come on, You can't blame a guy for being afraid. I want a good life, to get that, I must go through a hard life first. Aiyo.. I wish everything would be easy, but that would also mean wanting too much, you just gotta earn it..DAMN.. So yeah UK, still waiting over here. I have kinda stop touching my PS2 already, my old bad habits is also slowly fading and that's good but also bad because I really don't know what to do now. FACEBOOK..Lol... nothing else to do.. I don't even want to play the games in FB, I'm not that bored...yet...Hmmm... Watching movies, well I haven't been watching many recently, so so. I try to go out everyday with my friends, but I think it's kinda frustrating for my parents to see me go out every night. I'm 19 already, sooner or later, they know they have to accept it slowly, they're really supporting. My parents are afraid that I'll vegetate, especially after knowing the intake of my course in UK is in September, so Yeah, still far away from that date. UK is also still an IF, IF I don't go to UK, I don't mind settling in Taylor's College which their intake is in July, but I have to take an extra course due to my results. The chances of me going to UK is not like a 50-50 situation, more like 70-30 situation, the 70 is me not going to UK, all I can say is not high expectations. =)

YES, I GAMBLE but It's not a bad habit, the only bad habit part is I get caught up and I lost all my rationality, I can't stay calm, gambling is almost like adrenaline to me. But I promise someone that it won't eat me up. The Name of The Game I usually play is call Lap Lap Fu or Pia Pia Fu or better yet for everyone's understanding, you can call it Chinese Poker, I think. I lost quite a lot of money but I'm happy to not lose it to strangers, I never knew how grateful I am to have friends who are caring and considerate and we don't take it seriously, it just for FUN. When you gamble, prepare to lose, and with money prepare to give it away. That's it with gambling.

Chinese New Year, like every year, I always look forward to the ang pau $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$..Ka Ching.. and of course the food and the people.  This year CNY was pretty good, I am not done yet but so far so good. I spend my time in a small town called Kuala Penyu, quite close to the beach and far from my hometown, but I was very surprise that the town surprise me, cause the trip that I thought would be boring actually was kinda fun, I'm no city boy nor a village boy, I like enjoy everything, try anything, and live like your dying. However, I have to say this CNY, I have been very tired, what all with my brother's birthday celebration and class reunion party that I had to contribute because I volunteer. Not to mention just recently attending my close friend's birthday party in one of the most expensive clubs here in KK, The WHite Room. I really enjoyed at first, afterwards everything went downhill because I miss her too much and at the end of the night, I just got really angry at a certain someone who didn't really think straight before deciding to take action of just playing around what might have been very serious or worst, fatal.

Ok enough with that night, GooD news on TV for me is that one of my favourite drama is back on, HEROES and something I fell in love with beside her...hehe... is GLEE.

 This GLEE drama is so unique, so different and the music it offer is just mesmerizing, I can't get the songs out of my head. Although it offers the same normal problems it faces in daily lives or teen conflicts usually is presented in other teen dramas- OC, one tree hill or 90210. Glee is also a comedy and yeah it is funny, I recommend you keep up with the series or START WATCHING IT. Except understanding that drama is better than HEROES. Personally, I enjoy watching HEROES, because of its complexity and darkness and superhuman powers of course. GLEE and HEROES are totally different things and I love them both.

Other things I wanna let out but short and simple and straight forward

I hope I'll get the chance to go to LAbuan again........

I hate driving now, I don't enjoy it anymore, coming in and out of the house...

I miss her.... I'm afraid... It's painful... I really like her.... Every moment together.. Treasure it all, that's what I'll do... Treasure it all and hold on... hold on... Keeping holding on...

EMBARRASSMENT

Making a fool out of yourself is fine, either on purpose or accidental, just don't regret it, don't think about what happen or what you chose to do. Those moments are just one of those moments you have to become stronger, test your confidence, your tolerance, the thickness of your skin =P, the skill to recover and the skill to accept things. Example, out of stupidity, I suddenly just dance in front of a mirror in my uncle's open house, a party full of people, and I was alone in the room but doesn't mean others wouldn't be able to witness my dance moves. Honestly, I was aware of them and I Don't know i was trying to impress or just killing the boredom in the house. I really don know where I stand with my friends, Am I Cool? AM I a Nerd? Am I a Loser? Am I an Embarrassment? AM I a used person?
All I know is that I'm being myself, I am very versatile and I'm quite random and I'm all over the place and If I have to be serious, I can and I will.. Lol...jajajajajajajaja....

Oh Yeah I love dancing, it a way for me to release some stress that I have been quite lately.

So now it's time for me to upload my pics...

My friends in the White Room

I haven't been to a club for quite sometime

I enjoyed myself that night.

This pic speaks to me in a way

I have a lot to look forward.

Sky is the limit

A lot of empty pages that I'll fill

Peaceful

Hmmmm.....

Mi Amor

P/s: I learned that blog is not to really express yourself personally or emotionally, well not that deep, that's all, even in your own blog, there are boundaries. We have to be a lil Mysterious.

All I can say is that a Blog is not a diary.

~KoNichiWA~

Dramatic Week

I can't believe it. Tokio Hotel beats Black Eyed Peas in the BEst INternational Group..Lol... USA loss to the GErman..hehe..  The France Top Music Awards even Mistakenly gave Katy Perry the Best International song, it was suppose to go to RIhanna.. Man what an unorganise Award.. Embarassing..
Well now, that's said and done. Hello People, I'm back, Don know what to talk about, I don really read a lot, so it's hard for me to keep updated with the news, i rather listen to people and share their opinion with. However, my blog is here to also give people awareness and for your F.Y.I.

Sometimes I really don know What to Blog... RIght Now I live my life with Routines, nothing exciting happen. Generally, I exercise, do errands, send people everywhere and play game.. I try to go out with my friends as much as possible.

Sadam is attacking yet again...!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I met so many of my old friends last week, all of them from Matric in Labuan. I was glad, be more glad if I saw Yvette.. =P... I think I have watch so many movies, I'm kinda fade up of going to the movies.

ERm.. I really don know what to talk about now because it just so happen all the pictures that I have taken since I was form 1 up til form 5, my graduation, is all gone. EVERYTHING IS GONE. I don where it is anymore, I don know if Ciko or Jun can retrieve it, all I know is, that I am really Damn F**king Unhappy...
I'm not being Emo about this, all those pics were important to me, cause I took it, I took it...

Today are just one of those days right?

~Piss Off~

=)

Finding a University is HARD...

Well I went to KL, went back to Taylor's College, got my documents went to the placement centre to find out, to apply for 2 universities in Australia: Curtin(Perth) and RMIT(Melbourne).. I did come back to apply for taylor's also but I wasn't up to their requirement, so they suggest they'll appeal or bridging course..Lol...
BEside that, it was great to be back in KL and see all my good friends, but not everyone. My parents were very understanding and kind enough to treat myself during those 3 days. Although I think they were being very linear with me because I think They were guilty about me being alone cause all my friends couldn't meet me when I'm free while my parents with my uncles and my mum's younger sis with her husband went off to enjoy themselves. Well I didn't blame them, sometimes I like being alone, peaceful but there is a point where I get quite lonely. =P.... I was OK, still meet Selan, Brandon, Suresh and Mr.James Loo. I even had to chance to try 5 different cocktails in one night.. Not one of my finest moments, because I vomited but one of the memorable..hehe... B52...AK47...Long Island... SEx On the Beach and Bloody MAry... EVerything was awesome, just wish I had my E3 classmates with me during that time..
I did go back to AC(Asia Cafe), ate with Karl, Yue Zhi and Avi(Surprise Surprise)... CAlvin was the one that surprise me the most.. He came all the way from Singapore earlier than plan just to meet me before I left the day after.. Touched... WEng Jun Met me when I was totally piss(drunk), He came to the hotel about 2am and went back at 4am, couldn't recall the moment because I was quite tired and sleepy, not to mention drunk. I manage to even play pool with Suresh and his friend, also name, Calvin, surprise I manage to beat these players who entered in tournaments..AWESOME!!!!...
Bought things for myself also and bla bla blah... The rest are quite boring..hehe...
I hope to come back to KL soon..

ME enjoying my long island and my fav game: Pool

Yue Zhi and Calvin

Great Friends...Sheesha...

I ask myself when Am i going back there?

DAMN....

After Coming back from KL, I decided to take it easy and On Sunday, I wanted to take out my beloved friends, Natalie, Elina and Melissa.

WEnt out to catch up and chat and Even brought them to the movies,

Yeah this was the movie..

Ok, although it got low ratings, but I find the movie quite entertaining,

cute and quite funny.

I even got the oppurtunity to meet up with Mark Ryan,

Man he's skinny now, before he was quite chubby..Not bad now..

Afterwards, I brought them to my home,

Drank wine with them..Lil only bha..

Also thought them "sorry sorry" and "wedding dress" dance

Don't think they have time to learn,

cause their exam is coming up.

It was fun night..

They drove themselves home with my car. Was kinda nervous with Elina and natalie pretty smooth.

Well they're Girls..hehe..

Here are some funny photos

hehe.. learning sorry sorry.. These girls are one of the most energetic bunch of friends

I have come across

They never change

just mature...=P

Hehe.. took pictures with my car..

Trying to look sexy... Mission failed..

Well except they make the car look good..

Oh man, Now I wish I was the car...

Like this pic...hehe.. But it looks like I'm kinda pointing and one of her..hehe

Well still cute though.

I miss her.. Yvette I mean of course.

Everything is fine..

She's working now, as a teacher, just part time..

I bet she's a sleep now, (7.31pm), cause she didn't reply, she mention she was very tired.

Hmm.. When will I see her?

Well only HE knows...

Ok Got to get back to work.

I'm writing a drama script on my own..

Difficult is the word to best describe my situation.

Although I'm very excited to finish it.

GTG

~Iniibig Kita~

Tumodo Nou

BLOCK LETTERS!!!!!!!!ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Another Attack!???.. When is this going to stop? 8th churches.. A Sikh Temple.. This si getting out of hand.. Before We all know it.. Malaysia will repeat the history of 13 MAy... I really hope that will not happen...

On the other.. I just got my documents today from Taylor's and went to the placement centre.. I bumped into Jeric and David; they were trying to sell their books and calculator... Skipping the lil details, more to the big picture... Karl and Yue Zhi accompany me to the placement centre. They told me I was only qualified to enter RMIT, Melbourne or Curtin, Perth, I really don know IF i'm good enough? I just hope I will be able to continue my studies, and try harder next time.. My last resort is private colleges here in Malaysia, Taylor's, HELP, Sunway university.. and etc.. I feel relieve to finally register but now I feel nervous...ahh.. Gotta to relax...phew... Man filling the form wasn't easy, kept forgetting block letters..DAMN...

Well afterwards, Me, karl and U Z went out for lunch to AC... I kinda miss that place, for it's food, cybercafe and pool... It was a nice place to hang, many memorable memories.. I just wish more of us were there.. We did meet JIn, but I would prefer to have Avi, Calvin, Soon, Kar yee and David YY...WEng Jun and Yuan Ming is planning to meet me later.. I dunno la.. I just want to stop thinking... I just wanna hang with my friends, simple as that... Ming wants to bring me to MOS, a popular club, that has been raided a few times.. Oh yeah, I keep forgetting to call Myra, to tell about the drama story, wonder how did thhe audition go..erm... Hope they cast a few good men.. seriously...

I not sure what am I going to do now?... I have already register, I'll keep register for other university and finish the drama that my girlfriend, Yvette, recommended.. It's a sweet drama, predictable.. The main character, the girl is very innocence, the guy is quite aggresive with her, I know how it will end, I just wanna know how will they get there..hehe... Feel like a girl for talking about a drama... I watch when I'm free like now.. Parents left me in the hotel room alone, they went somewhere, where I'm not allowed to..yet.. though..hehe... Well I told them it's fine anyway, I don like being a burden sometimes..

But I miss her, Yvette I mean... She surprising every where I turn.. How lucky am I to met a girl like her.. Nice, sweet, kind and friendly.. and of course more... Hopefully I'll be able to meet her soon.. Hopefully the mother and sis woulod choose to go to KK.. pls pls pls...hehe.. not that desperate or anything.. wudn't spending my CHinese new year with her... Oh yeah.. My dad is planning to make an open house, not sure when.. Well Goin to continue doing my thing, finish the drama and finish reading the book that my dad gave me.. Jeffrey Archer, interesting writer...
Well what picture shud i post.. oh yeah...

Peaceful picture..isn't it...

Nice place, this was the beach I brought her too...

Beaches like are hard to find..

Picnics, parties, romantic setting, whatever..

because

This pic was taken when i was looking up,

I held my head high, coz I'm proud to be a SAbahan..

Beaches like this are one of the few reasons,

Why Sabah is beautiful...

~Peace OUT~

How come when The Dream get to the climax, we have to wake up???

Man, I had an awesome dream, I think I could remember everything...
The First dream I had before I woke up at 6am, was a good dream, I forgot what was it about? Girl, explosion and Cow.. Kidding.. Not sure..
I said I had a first dream, because I almost fell off my bed, so I woke up realizing that my bros just went to school and It was still early so I said 6am.
So still being tired, I continued my sleep and that's where it started...
I open my eyes(In my dream la), to see we having truce with the african, Malaysia and Africa discussing peace.. BUt afterwards everything went wrong... I have know idea what happen.. The leaders slap each other, and then we started the war by shooting at them... Next scene, Malaysia was trying to save their family, sending them to the SAFE HOUSE, the biggest one ever.. I was trying to find my girlfriend... I think I had a girlfriend in the dream, I ask around, a lot of familiar faces, somehow, my lil cousin was in it.
Then, I look at the TV screen, to find out the whole world is against Malaysia.. I was like WTF!!!!!!..... Then, I had to get ready for WAR, so I walked around my house to gather my weapon, a baseball bat, a Bow, Arrows, Pipe and I have no idea why I wasn't getting any guns, it was my instinct in my dream...
Finding the weapon took a lot of time in my dream.. Then somehow called me, "JJ let's do this!"...
I think I felt nervous but ever ready to go...
For some reason, everyone wasn't using a gun, bow and arrow were our range weapon..
Man... IN the middle of this epic war, I was like " This is so Cool"
And Then.................

My Phone Rang..............Lol............. Well Vibrate...
My mum was calling me " It's late already son, wake up"..... it was almost 12pm.. Damn...
When I finally hung up, I couldn't sleep and I wasn't able to go to war...Aiyo!!!!!

Shit la.....

Well afterwards, I went to do my errands and convince my Best Friend, Erwin, to tagged along, I think he only tagged along because I said we would go to KK and coincidently his girlfriend was there.. Lol...
Nothing exciting happen today... But Erwin.. We're even.. I drove you around already, k?...hehe...

Australia... Have you guys read the news?.. Aussie are not a really big fan of Indians... An Indian Student murdered someone... Australia condemns INdian Murder.. Did you know that?..Lol...

I'm not bored at home.. But i want to do something else than staying at home..
Erm....... ...

~Bye~

I'm stucked at the Intersection, in the junction.. Where should I go?

So I'm caught in a Jam... Before la.. hehe.. I was stuck with choosing with these career: Mechanical Engineer, Architecture or Quantity Surveying. First, I wanted to go into Mechanical engineer, so that means the Taylor's college intake will be in September, it is actually a suited course for me. However the other day, My dad introduce me to these 2 uncle, one is an Architect and the other is a QS. After talking to them, and I think they were trying to convince to go into their career. I might add they both are wealthy, stinky rich.. One of them owned a Camry Toyota..Walau.. But i wasn't considering Architecture. QS although sound very suited for me. Luckily, Taylor's College offer a QS course. However again, one thing they had agree upon was advicing me to study abroad.......
........(silence).....erm.......mmmmmm..... This could be one of the hardest decision I have to make and I must decide fast, swiftly and I must not regret anything...
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...This is so hard.... Well except I have lil time.. I really have to think about...
I already made up my mine to study QS but.......
question now is where?........
...so many things I have to consider...
Let's leave it at there....

Just so all of u know.. this was the exact car..

Freaking awesome..

Well today in the news, they finally allowed the Catholic to use the word 'A***H', every week in their publication. Even Najib told the Muslim to not feel offended or the threaten, but I just have to say this good. For me treat it like some kind of small truce..

Moving on, BONO wants the people of the world to control the internet downloading of music and movies as it actually bring harm to the creator of the products... All i can say is, if it's free, who wouldn't want it.. I'm just saying.... He's asking a to give symphaty, well its kinda hard when we love music and movie so much, until we want it to be free..

Well that's all for me, don't really feel like making a long post but maybe some of you could help with my problem regarding my QS course... If you are wondering what's QS.. Well they actually work together with civil and architecture.. Let say QS help to simplify the design of an architect and they help the client purchase their building within their budget, so that's where QS help the architect to minimize his idea.. in a way la... QS estimate the value, cost of everything in a household...

So QS seem pretty cool for me, you have to do research and know a lot things, and I mean pick up the idea of a civil, architect and so on, understand their jobs....etc...

well I'm done, so tired from the exercise for my muscle abs and driving range..
My dad gave me a challenge to build up my abs within a month, and let see who get it faster... If I get it first, I win something, anything.. So have to work hard..

~Ciao~

It Felt Right...

Before I go on...
HAPPY NEW YEAR...
WELCOME TO 2010
2 YEARS NEARER TO OUR DOOM
SO LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST
I was kidding about the 2 years part.. You know the 2012...hehe...
This post is to those Hypocrite and to People who shows off everything about themselves and those people who overdoes it.. I should know, I'm partly those kind of people... partially.. except for Hypocrite..Not really... You guys should look in the mirror before you say things, it might hurt your image..
Common give other people a break, you don't live up to your own words, what more expect us to follow.. this is a common issue everyday and people that boast, Shut the F up, we don't need to know your possesion..Please... Don't even BS about things you don't know or don't even own...
and that kinds of problem seem to be spreading..
I saw this one kid one day, has this really Chinese looking face and he has great english but no manners what so ever..
This kids looking about....what..erm... 8 or 10 yrs old, starts showing off to the kids or starts arguing with the kids...Which the kids are only about 4 to 6 yrs old.. I dunno.. let say the kid that is showing off is RB, so RB actually got mad at the kids for taking their toys back, same time taking the toys away from him, I have no clue what so ever happen, but I could tell RB wasn't to happy about it. So at first I didn't blame him for getting angry, but common dude, you are older, why do u want to pick fights with younger and smaller kids..
RB starts asking question that the kids can answer, fighting over Ben 10 toys, this was like
"How many Ben 10 toys you have?"
'How many Ben 10 the are?' The Kids said 1000, 100 and 10, RB answer,"Stupid, Ben 10 is only 1"....??????...Wth
Next
'What computer do you have?' OMG... I couldn't believe.. You expect 4 to 6 yr old to have computers of their own..
'What model is your laptop?'..'How much is your RAM?'... I was like common dude, be more mature a bit la... the kids asnwered with cute replies and with their innocent faces 'My daddy has 2 laptop' or ' I like Bomberman'...aww... but RB was like... "noooooo" or "no no no i ask.....' Ok I respect RB for knowing a lot of things but he was so rude and being kinda AH... the best part is the last part, before RB storm away...
My dad earn 3 million a year, I owned 30 laptops... Me and Chico(younger bro) started laughing, Chico really wanted to kick the boys head... If you guys were there, Man oh Man, it was hilarious, irratating and ridiculous. Please.. That was one of the worst case of attempting to show off your possesion, with all those funny statement, what more to lil kids, who doesn't really care.. Give them a gameboy or a psp or even a toy, their happy...
Hypocrite.. I want to keep this short..............................
Before you say anything, anything at all regarding an action of a person, a habit or a problem with a person..
Please go an purchase a mirror and look at yourself
or better yet, Shut the F up..
I really get annoyed with people, lecturing or scolding me or even talking about others problem with things while you have the similiar problem..MAn ticks me off...

Ok I might went off my title a bit, actually this post is for those...
erm.. let me just say it... I don't care if anyone reads it or understand it..
It Felt right... That's all I wanna say... It felt right...

Oh yeah today, well actually on the 1st of Jan, I was able to start off the year with a good deed, I had to help this car to get back on the road because one of it's front tyre went into a hole, parit or drain, making the back tyre not touch the surface of the road and lift the car's back.. So picture a see-saw getting more leverage onto the right side and the left side is completely lifted in the air. Well same things, except for the front the bumper the right side, while the back bumper was the left side..
Me and the Uncles tried to help the poor woman that parked her car that way, get out of that mess.
so I asked 2 ladies to get into the back of the car while i stand on the back bunmper and started putting all my weight, I thought it was kinda waste of time, because I'm quite light. We had a lot of attempts, the one I'm mentioning now, is the last and successful attempt. So they got in, I got on top of the back bumper and the uncles started to lift the car from the front..
On the count of 3...1....2.....3...
the car was reversing,
the uncles lifted with all their strenght, I would love to help, but I was kinda weak....
I jumped around like a fool, trying to put weight onto the back of the car..
The Ladies was sitting quietly in the car...
Heeve...Hoe....Heeve..Hoe...
Tadaa!!
It made it onto the tar..
To me it was a nice way to start off my year..
A fun Good Deed..

~Goodnite~