Life is full of Never Ending DecisionS

What a waste of my blog.. :P

2010-10-26T06:37:00.001+08:00

Before I go on, I am not homesick, i just miss home :P ... I miss everything about Malaysia... My family. my friends... I miss them all.. Not to mention the food.. OMGosh man, I really need some Malaysian food wei.. I'm miss Chaw Keoy Tiaw, Chicken Curry, Daging Kicap, Kadazan food, Pork belly, fried rice in sangvian, Chinese Tea Ice and my mum homecook meal... TT.TT Damn... Well just be patient JJ, you're cooking will do..haha.. Did I mention guys I'm learning how to cook. I not trying to showoff or boast but I'm not bad at all, I mean my cooking skills are not bad at all :P Well that's what my friends say. You see me and my friends have this understanding, we buy groceries together, we buy enough food for 4 of us and then just spill the bill, it's been pretty good. We all have our responsibility after dinner, oh yeah we only eat together at dinner time So I always look forward to dinner, I love to cook and I hate to clean...haha... We also have a duty timetable to give each person a job in our flat to make sure to keep the kitchen clean and well not everyone is cooperating, I don't want to mention names, bcoz I'm a nice guy..hehe... However the kitchen does get freaking dirty that we have to clean it almost every week.. Ok I'm getting off topic.. I was talking about How I really miss home.. I really do :')... But Life here is pretty good.. So To all my family and friends...

This for each one of you.

You all know who you are

You all know how much you guys mean to me.

On another note, My academic life here is pretty linear although my work are starting to pile up.. No bullshit.. ok maybe I'm exaggerating a bit, because it's like 6 assignments, 4 to pass up before X'mas. So yeah... :S Having a few problems with my groupmate, communication and understanding, Hopefully this wil be establish soon..Crossing my fingers.. :)

This picture is over the top, but it's almost there, a slight description of my studies here.. :) But I can manage.. Thanks to my course mate Hwei/Huang Hui(FB), she's a nice person but for a nice person, she can walk fast.. I mean if u even get distracted while you're walking, she'll just leave you.. She's a very considerate and patient person.. She won't wait for you..hahahahahaha.. Okla She is a nice person and she was nice enough to introduce me to her friends and invite me to her party, wait, it was her friend who invited me and don't even know me..Lol..haha.. Still a Good friend. Haven made any close local friends, but I can surely tell you, I have a lot of oriental friends..hehe.. Asian Diversity..muhahaha XD.. My module are pretty easy but looks like I'm going to have to face a bit of SAM old challenges.. HARVARD REFERENCING!!!..ARGH!!!!... I have this one module that requries me to write essays..aiyo.. =~=.. There are something you cant ~~escape~~, No cant runaway..hahaha.. Beside that, Northumbria Education is pretty good, it's like One seminar and One lecture for each module per week..muhahah XD.. I am so thankful but I cant take it for granted. Procastination is another challenge that I have fight against all my life!!!... Give me the sword of drive and motivation and give me the shield of guilt from my parents, and I shall overcome the monster, that goes by - Procrastination. aaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Alrite Get back down to earth JJ...hehe... Alrite Other things in Northumbria, let's see I have joined three societies/clubs - First is Catholic Society, I know I know how it sounds like, some people back home I have change and became more spiritual, well it's kinda true but my faith is stronger now, I just need Him and I ask him to bless and protect the ones I love.. :) hmm.. I have to be honest, I have tried reading the bible, but keeping it a routine is the hard part, I'm still trying. Fortunately, the mass service on sundays that I always go to, is very good, I can understand the homily and especially the msg been given out. I even volunteer to become a reader, maybe to learn some more things :) I want to know Catholic more, but what's great about my catholic society, they won't ask you to convert or you don't even need to be a catholic to join my society. Furthermore, considering to see the cell groups that have here and go to a Church with a Sanctuary :) I have learn quite a lot of things from the mass service I go to and it gave me a lot of sense of peace :) I believe in God and I believe He hopes for Unity and Peace all over the world, and I believe that someday that will Happen :)

Ok Second Society- The dance society, yes yes yes I know, hey but it's better late than ever.. I've fallen for dancing once more, My friend, Maggie, who has been dancing for a long time saw my dancing video and told me I'm a LA style dancer and I was blurr because I didn't know what was that??.. So I found out and I got so hooked on LA style dancing and especially Shaun Evaristo and Movement Lifestyle...

THE SYMBOL STAND FOR

MOVEMENT LIFESTYLE

To everyone please check out the videos on Movement Lifestyle, Shaun Evaristo and Bryan Subijano.. Their are amazing dancers... You have to check them out.. Go to Youtube fast.. ~~Go go go~~!!!... WAit!!! Go after you finish my blog please, that would be more polite..haha... Come on I got a lot to write so please and stay and read..~~Enjoy~~~..hahaha.. Ok where was I?.. Oh yeah so I join the dance society, I actually audition for the dance crew in Northumbria and well I kinda make it but they cancel the dance crew because Northumbria miss the registration deadline for this Dance Competition.. sien~~~ .. So they have a lot of events, recently they offered members to join for a performance event, but I couldn't make ot because of other commitments, another society which I will be coming to.. I actually want to show off my new dance routine, a cover actually Shaun Evaristo - Sure Thing, Check out the original dance routine by him, Shaun I mean.. HE's epic.. HE is the MAN!!!!.. For more movement lifestyle videos go to my Youtube profile and check out my subcription :) You won't regret watching Movement Lifestyle, I hope I can meet one of them or at least get their Movemet Lifestyle shirt.. Please God..hehe.. So I hope I can perform with the dance society and maybe improve my dancing skills while i'm here, on my free time. They say dancing naturally builds your body a bit :P..hehe.. Who knows rite?..hehe.. I even made new friends, their awesome and they have their own youtube account and with some damn good homemade videos. Check them out alrite..!!

Third an Lastly - the Malaysian Society, I went to the AGM meeting and when I sat down, as I looked around the whole room, it's a feeling I haven had in 2 months, It felt like I never left home. Being around all MAlaysian felt great and they were awesome, I'm friends with most of them and well I know have a schedule futsal match every week against...well all of us.. just for fun :) .. I even met friends who has an XBOX 360, a PS3 and a flat screen TV.. OMG!!! Dream has come true!! I even got the chance to play fifa 11 and coming soon, i will get the chance to try Call fo Duty: Black OPS!!!!! OH YEAH!!! SUCK IT E3 SOLDIERS!!!hahaha.. kidding guys.. You know I love you guys right!?..hehe... Made a lot of new friends and as I was typing this blog I got a msg saying there is this UK Malaysian Society meeting..blah blah election...blah blah blah.. Getting straight to the point, the meeting is in London and they offered me a free trip to London with them...OH YEAH!!!!!!!!! I was reluctant at first, hesitating to say Yes, but what the hell, next week is guidance week..haha... So screw it!!!.. I am going.. Problem is now, I'm sharing a room with 2 girls..yikes.. =_=..hehe.. But They were the one offering me so If they're ok, I am ok!!!..Hey it's free trip, food, all expenses are covered..hmm.. accommodation not yet although, still it's FREE................!!!... hehe...

I am so Happy to be a Malaysian Society Committee member, I didn't even know I am a high rank member..muhahaha.. Before actually I wasn't enjoying my duty as I was in-charge of organising the NottingHam Malaysian Games (http://nms-uk.com/)there is the link for you to check it out, I don't even want to recall the things i had to do.. So there..hehe.. :P ..

Ok so that's all of the things that have been going on.. Beside friends, well I haven't found someone friendship that can be compared to My E3 friends, My Amanah Friends, My Solaris Friends, My Ex-Gf Friends and My Cekalian Friends.. You know who you are Best friends!! XD.. I don't need to repeat myself.. hehe ;) .. I found some good contestants..haha.. Kidding.. OVerall the people I have met are awesome :D, I hope to get closer to them and not in a gay way... Don know about the girls though :P..hahaha...

So I have done a lot of activities beside doing my research and studies, I travelled a bit. here's a picture of me and my friends at Tynemoth( the movie scene of Goal), well it was a castle near the Pier and the beach he trained at NEwcastle Upon Tyne..

Looks like a Mafia gang, only if we had suits that time..hahaha XD

Although Kinda lame that some people call us the backstreet boys...

Ok Maybe their right?

Damn la!!!.. My awesome picture was ruin by other comment..

Well I still think it's Legend...wait for it...dary!!!!

(Reference from a quote of Barney Stinson, How I met your mother)

Oh crap I'm already doing the referencing..AHH!!!!

hehe.. I'm really hooked on How I met your mother, House, Glee and Two in a half men... But Right now I can really relate my love life to How I met Your mother, it just so awesome, it's like watching your life but they made it look like 100 times better and 50 times exciting..hehe.. Well ok I can't compare my life to How I met your mother.. I have to agree with one person saying that How I met your mother is trying to do the same concept as Friends, and Friends is my all time favourite sitcom.. But still..

HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER

How can you not fall for these guys.

Their just fantastic, amazing and well unpredictable..

Every week I look forward to their episode but Now I can't download things from isohut because here in UK, downloading pirated goods is really a big issue and so illegal that they'll fine you with a huge amount, so I won't risk anymore of my parents money :S. However Thank You Patrick Ranjan for introducing me to Channel 131.. I can watch all the drama I love to watch... hahah XD

Alrite I think I'm almost done and I'm so beat from today, I had to do 2 presentation and I did most of the talking and answering.. lol =_=.. but Good job to my fellow groupmates.. It wasn't actually that difficult because it was an informal presentation..hehe...

Before I go, I want to say...

Happy Birthday Cinderella!! :)

Thanks guys for the invite to the club. I had fun.. :)
Thanks for being Good friends.

Happy Birthday Tony, the Innocent China Man, my flatmate :)

Thanks Pei Pei for being a good listener and Jr a.k.a Di Di, for introducing me to Po Po
:)

Hwei is the girl with glasses, she's a great coursemate and a good friend.
But she's a lousy a walker, she always leave me behind..hahaha

Joking only Hwei..hehehe..

I miss Home..

Home is not a place,

Home is where you are placed in someone's Heart,

Inside their heart..

Go to them and You are Home...

Right now I'm Homeless

If you know what I mean :)

Ok It's time for me to go, alrite I do apologize to my followers,

I know I have been neglecting and ignoring my blog,

I'm very grateful to have you guys supporting my blog,

whoever you are :)

So I will try my best to update on a weekly basis.

It's time for me to kick back and enjoy my shows

For tomorrow I have no class, no seminars nor Lecuters..

Going to drink my beer and eat my MAS airline Peanuts :)

It's good to have alcohol within my reach..

Come here Beer..

Oh yeah I have NEW SHOES!!! AWESOME!!!

~~~Peace Out~~~ Bloggers

P:s Luke 18:9-14

Everything comes to and end... Move Along...

2010-09-23T23:49:00.000+08:00

Welcome to Northumbria University

Hmmmmm....
How many times i have tried to update my blog it seems like i'm always stopped by something or someone well finally I have no more problems and no more interruptions. However this post is going to be kinda painful for me, because I will be talking about my previous relationship with Yvette...
Well My last post was talking about me in England, UK, London. Currently I am in Newcastle, in my room.
I love my room, I was planning to make a video about my room, should i or should i not? I dont want to come off as a showoff... Okok enough about the video. So, my life here in Newcastle, it's been pretty great, of coz sometimes it can get boring and lonely, but it's ok now.. Although, starting my life was pretty rough, I had to handle my broken heart and settle down else well.. I manage to get myself back up and now well just enjoy my life here and make the best of it. I don know where to start so let us start with my flat...

My FLAT- My flat is great!!! The space, the tables, the bed, the things i can have and now I can cook!!!! Problem is, trying to maintain the flat with my flatmates. I was hoping all of them to be nice and tidy person. Wel well, i got what i wanted, they all are very nice and clean people and willing to cooperate to keep the flat clean. 2 other Malaysian are staying in the same flat as me, keat Lee who I have grown very close too and a girl who is engage and it's her final year, she's taking Law. 4 more, 1 Hong Kong and 3 chinese people, there's one couple staying with us and they're living right next to me, and I think 1 time i heard them being passionate with each other..muhahaha xD... Not my fault, it was kinda weird, ok super weird for me.. For the pass 2 weeks, cooking become my routine everyday now, I like it but sometimes i get lazy and have to go there and here..Lol.. gets tiring but luckily my timetable isn't that tense.. Budgeting is also another task I have to do..aiyo... So this is my new life here..hahaha.. I still get to enjoy now and then. And thanks to my parents, I have some special drinks with me in my room.. Oh yeah did i mention my internet connection is freaking fast..OMGosh, movie downloading is so easy now man... within 1 hour 1GB nice xD!!!! So yeah that's it about my flat..

One of the most beautiful Bridge I have layed my eyes on

My University: I really don want to talk about my UNI so much because there is too much to tell, so many activity and it's so F-ing Huge man.. they even have a club/bar/pool place in the middle of the Uni, the Student union. There parties are awesome, oh did i mention, the whole time since I've been here, people have been partying in the accommodation, refering to the locals, drinking and a lot of drunkeds everywhere..Lolx..
The University almost have everything and provide all kinds of help. I'm very thankful and proud to be a Northumbrian..hehe.. Michaelian, Taylorian and now Northumbrian..awesome..hahahaha :)

My Class Timetable

My course: the first year units seem pretty basic,
I shouldn't have problems with my units but my biggest battle will be against Procastination.haha.. Haven made a lot of friends in my course, but there are so many of them, they don look friendly so looks like i have to make the first move yet again. I did meet up with a Malaysian taking the same course as me, she seems nice, quiet though but she was nice enough to introduce herself to me. :) So thumbs up tp her.. and My timetable is killer, I can't complain but I'm gonna enjoy my course. My induction week, was a blast, I didn't even know i had an induction week up til tuesday and that was like late afternoon, I went into an event halfway, building a bridge out of spaghetti and well i did meet some guys but they weren't so friendly with me and kinda difficult to understand them with their accent but sooner or later I'll become a Mag Pie( a person from Newcastle)..hehe.. Too scared to even mention I'm a liverpool fan..wakakakaka... I can't wait to start my class next week..hehe...

My New friend..hahaha.. I just like this picture..

Ok Now it has come to that time to talk about Yvette... i don even know where or how to start... But I knew that was coming, from her i guess. In my heart, I always hope that it wouldn't happen but it did. That's what happen when two person don share the same view... It's never was going to work but I couldn't ask her to see things the way i do, so I had to. It wasn't enough i guess... Our love wasn't strong enough.. That's all to it.. The distance was never the problem. For the pass few weeks before I left even, me and her didn't say goodbye properly and well I hated it that we didn't. It didn't even stop there, when I was in UK, it still kept my unfocus and distracting me from what I had to do here, and I said to myself I'm done with this pressure. A relationship with someone you love should come easy, all I can say is that we both didn't love each other enough for that.. I have no regrets at all, and I had my fun, and she gave me a lot of great memories that might be hard to forget but everything will be ok, I will be ok, I am JJ of coz but finding a girl here will be hard..wakakak..
I don really want to say what was the problem between me and Yvette, because it's something very sensitive, not only for us, but for others.. She is very certain that what she decided was right so I decided that I will get over her and forget her... She is still my friend and my best friend... I just need time.. I dont know what God has in stored for me, but I believe in Him and He knows what's best for me. So I will follow the wind, where the wind takes me I will go... but I still have to make my own decision and my own effort has to come into play... I don have much to say anymore... I'm just very grateful for the things I still have, My family and friends. :)

There is no point is sulking about things that happen to you but everyone has the right to let out what their heart feels even for a while. I decided to move along and press a reset button here in UK, I'll make my life even better... I want to thank Yvette's friend and family who were concern for me after the break up and of course not to forget my friends and family who were there else well, who made me strong...

I have Faith... that my life will get better from here on out... I have faith that my family and friends will always be there for me... I have Faith in God...
Oh yeah special Thanks to people who created "How I met Your Mother?", because I really damn sure, that show really help me in my break up and made me realize a lot of things.. It made me a better man..muhahaha xD.. No joke..haha.. I recommend, hopeless romantic and people who has nothing else to do..haha

So there you go, I'll try to update my blog and make the blog a bit more wiser and proper, this was just telling what I had gone through, although I think I have miss a lot of parts but you have be here to know..haha..

~Peace out~

From Northumbria

Sunny but Cool.. I love thos words

2010-09-05T00:30:00.000+08:00

Well well I have finally made it to UK, the weather here, again I have repeated myself so many times is AWESOME, sunny but cool, you can walk for hours and not feel a thing but you're feet will get tired..hehe..
So I am going to finally start my life as a Student here, I can't wait. xD Ok before I go on talking about these last few days here in London, i want to say some few words about my friends, my brothers and my life back in Sabah.

I'm gonna miss them, refering to my friends, my brothers and my life back in Sabah, but life goes on and I'll have to start my new life in UK, My new Home..hehe.. For the past few months, I think I had MORE than enough fun, so I was already ready to leave for quite sometime. However I don't know if my friends, my brothers and my girlfriend were to wave so long goodbye for now..hehe ;) ..
When I left, my brother tributed their status in their facebook for me, it was very touching and my friends tried their best to spend as much as time with me as possible, my friends mean a lot to me, however I still don't know how much i mean to them..hehe.. But I know they care about me..hehe..
Thank everyone for showing me such a great time for the past few months, supporting me and helping me with my problems and being there when I was really really really bored..haha.. My life wouldn't be exciting without family and friends. =)
My Life in Sabah has just stop but it didn't entirely end, because I will be back to my real home. To me Home is your love ones are, and that's back home in Sabah, but if they move, well it might be a different place and well...ahhhh... you got what I mean..hehe..
So I had my fun but it's time to get serious, I have to fight and strive for my future :) So I will.

Ok Now Back to United Kingdom, London.. So yeah I still have time before my course starts on the 17 of september, I'm chillin with my parents for while..hehe.. Last trip to london was intense, because we wanted to see everything but this time we're kinda leaning back a bit, taking our sweet time before they say their farewell to me. Did I mention the trip coming to London was just FANTASTIC, i was in business class the whole way, I hope that experience isn't the last..hehe... More of a motivation to get richer so i can travel in style..hehe.. The food was delicious, fresh, 5 star service..OMGosh Man just thinking about it, I miss it so much, it was so comfortable, 13 hours just flew by..hehe.. The TV shows were entertaining and wasn't outdated but updated..hehe..
London is a fantastic place to go on holiday but it's a bit too pricey sometimes and mostly everywhere..hehe..
But I can't wait to see what Newcastle has to offer. =)
Til next time everyone. I'm so tired. Sorry I can't post anything inspirational or even something funny. Just wanna update my blog.hehe ;). Maybe When i settle down here in my room, I'll have more energy to do that..hehe.. :)

~~PEACE OUT~~~

Wow.. I've forgotten that I had a BLog =P

2010-08-18T04:42:00.000+08:00

Man oh Man, it's been too long since my last post, I'm sorry to anyone who checks my Blog on a daily or weekly or monthly basis, but i doubt anyone checks my blog regularly..hehe... OK where should i start? A lot has happen since my last post, drama, conflict, some damn good moments with friends, family and my girlfriend(hehe =P), and things you just can't forget whether it's good or bad.
My Life for the past few months since March, has been memorable, I wish I could tell you everything but I'm too lazy to type it all out..hehe.. Doesn't really matter, if I do tell anyway... But still no harm to sum it..

Family- I want to spent as much as possible time with them, because in 2 weeks time I'm going off to study overseas in the United Kingdom. I was so busy catching up with my family members, settling my visa, accommodation and etc etc.. I am gonna miss my family, they gave me so much memories and now I'm leaving to go study somewhere very far and very long, though I'll be back during my sem breaks..hehe =P.. My parents has tolerate with my attitude for so many times and they always tend to give me what I want and also What I need. They have given me enough advice, skills and guidance for me to get through with my New Life in UK. My brothers, well what can I say, they have grown up and I am damn proud to be their Bro, I wish them the best of luck when I have to leave, I hope they'll achieve their goals and everything. =)

Friends- Same, I just want to be with them in my final 2 weeks.. Man My friends, I have so many stupid but awesome things with them, I will truly miss them and never forget, Thank the Lord, that FAcebook and MSN exist..hehe.. Road trips, daily outings, mischievious activity, helping hands, Clubs, Sleepovers, All-nighter and you name it I have done all kinds of things with them, I wish I could do more though, but We did enough..hehe... To my E3 classmates, I'm sorry I couldn't spend as much time as I want with you guys, I wish all of you the best of luck with your studies and maybe in the near future we will meet again..=) Hopefully very Soon.. My friends will always be there for me, and I'm glad I have met all kinds of people, with their unique personality and Gold heart, not forgetting their sense of humour.. xD.. I will never forget you guys, YOU know who YOU are..hehe...

Girlfriend- I love her, that's all it matters, I don't want to talk so much about this area here, because this is personal, Private Love Life.hehe. You guys understand, right? =P

Our Father, Our Lord, Our God- I recently went astray from my righteous path and I got lost. I didn't know if I believe in the Lord and I had many doubts, because I couldn't accept a few things. However, I tried my best to find the answer, when I was young I believe there is a God, But i don't know if I appreciated him or even worshipped him. I had uncertainty in my heart. I look to others for help, I read the bible to find my answer, but all those just gave me a temporary sense of peace, I didn't know what was I looking for. Then I went to the person that was there for me all my life, My Dad. I asked him for help, i asked him for his advice, because He has always been there for me. After speaking to him, He didn't give me the answer, He was the answer. People say God is not just God, He can be your friend, He can be your family member, Because He is almighty and He can send his message through someone you are very close to. My Dad taught be about Christianity and well His number rule that he gave me and to my brothers was to be Good, be the best person you can be and have faith in God. I am very Blessed to have a family like mine and I love God for giving me such wonderful parents. So God has restored my Faith stronger than ever. =) I shall never forget my faith and will always believe no matter what.

So there you go, I will be updating my blog now and then because when I'm in Uk, Not sure what am I gonna do..hehe.. I have 2 weeks left here, let's make this count everybody..

One last thing,

Jesus gave us a Life to Live

so honour it in a way

to live to the fullest

and not forgetting the person who gave you that Life

God Bless Everyone

Don't forget to pray to Thank Him

Goodnight Everybody

~Over and Out~

Living Your Life CAn Be UnPredictable

2010-03-28T11:56:00.000+08:00

Hello Everyone! I'm back and Happier than ever. So I have finally decided, I'm going to Newcastle, I'm going to study my Quantity Surveying Course in Northumbria. I was actually doubtful if I wanted this, I wasn't sure if I could survive and manage on my own, but I wouldn't know If I don't try.
Well if you're wondering why I chose tos tudy UK, here are the following reasons:
Pros:

-The quality of education they offer

-Meeting new people

-Closer to my goals: Getting a good life and earning a living

-The allowance given by the University..hahaha..=P

-An Incredible Adventure for me

- The experience I'll gain afterwards

-The excitement of leading your life, becoming an adult

- Parents, Brothers and my Yvette, being proud of me for going to UK to pursue my goal
Although, there are so many good things but of course there is a bad side.
I might be lonely at first, I might doubt my skills of managing and I might even doubt myself if I could match up the standard of education there in UK.
I only need that confident within me to push me, to give me that drive, to give me that feeling of wanting more out of myself.. So there you go.. My decision.. Uk here I come.. But I'll only leave somewhere in August. It's already March, I dont have that much time left, so I'm going to enjoy what's left of my time here, I'm definitely going to make 2010 better than 2009...hehe... So far it's been great.. Kinda miss E3.. I really need to go back to KL, where most of my highlights of 2009 happened. I need to visit them before I leave for UK.
So the reason to this post, I wanted to say that life can be Unpredictable because on 14 of March, something incredible happen, a really big surprise this... I was so Happy, so surprise, I couldn't believe, for a second I thought I was dreaming or something. But before, I move on to that special day, Since my last post, My life has been normal, just slacking around, spending time with people and sometimes It might be boring but what to do.=P Just the other day, last saturday(13 march), my friends planned to go to the club to celebrate a friend's birthday. Before that, My friends kept asking me to make sure I come because I thought they really wanted me to come and have fun together. Although, I expected too much and I spended too much. I felt so used actually, I didn't enjoy myself but for some reason I took the most money out. I didn't know if they wanted me there for the booze, me and my friends that wanted to enjoy the night, told everyone to drink slow, but NO, some we're too selfish and inconsiderate that they drank the whole bottle to themselves, so some were sober the whole night, and I'm not the only one who didn't enjoy. Maybe me and clubbing just don't go together..Lol... So throughout the whole night, I was in a bad mood, I was so sarcastic to everyone.. Damn.. thinking back.. I should have follow my dad to the Wild Life Trip.. I didn't have to take money..hehe.. But what to do.. No regrets.. there is always a reason to everything.. I saw the true colours of my friends.. Let just say they let me down..
So the next day(14 March), I woke up really late, however I did wake up earlier, me and my family wanted to go to church but we couldn't go because Our house had no electricity and so we missed it. That day felt so stressful and everyone kept giving me a lot of work, I had to go in and out of the house so many times, I thought I was going crazy everytime I entered the car. Erwin, my best Friend, promise me, He could cheer me up with a surprise. I was quite anxious to see the surprise because he told me not to ask any question, "just follow my intructions" were his words. Late evening, I was about to go off, until my parents gave me last minute work again.. I was like Argh!!!.... Ok done, set, ready and go.. For some reason, Erwin is the person that is suppose to take me to the surprise but I was the one driving and picking him up. How is that surprising me by telling the place we're suppose to go??..
Ok, we arrived our destination, and I was shock actually because we were in front of his gf's place, clueless I was, the surprise is here????...
As I entered the house, everyone was friendly but something was very odd... I felt like I was a special guest or the guest of honor, the things that were prepared. Lenny(E's gf) talked to me and I just told her about my weekend being a real drag, the party sucked, my gf couldn't come down to KK with her friends and on top of everything else, I really hate doing a lot of chores.. Typical me.. So as we were talking and everything, I realize, everyone was looking at something behind me. I didn't bother to look myself, because I assume it was the mother just walking by. However, they constantly are looking back, as I was just about to relieved myself of this curiousity.... Everything turned pitch black...
Well it's because someone had close my eyes...
Familiar hands... It felt like I have held this hands before... yeah I did...
Then, few seconds after my eyes were close..
That song was playing...
Sum 41 - With Me...
................Could it be?.............
No way, it's impossible....
My eyes finally saw the light..
and An angel stood right beside me..
it was her
it was Yvette.....
I just stood up from my seat...
Everyone was laughing at me, well it's because the way i reacted..
I think I turned as bright as a tomato..
I was So HAPPY!! =)
My bad weekend became a distance memory...hehe...
Special Thanks to Jacky, Lenny, Erwin, Lenny's mum, Kathleen and Henry
Thanks Kath and Henry, she would have never been able to come..

So Yeah, as You can see Living your lfie can be Unpredictable...
She was staying in KK for 4 days and 3 nights..
I'm kinda lazy to tell what had happen in those 4 days and 3 nights..
So here how it goes, Parents went off to KL on the 2nd day she was here, they were coming back on the same day that My Girlfriend had to leave.. So yeah... hehehe....
Amazing, fantastic and wonderful..... That's how I describe the 4 days...
I finally felt like a normal couple, You know where You can just see your girlfriend just next door..
All My family and friends were real friendly and supportive, we all had our share of laughs and smiles.
I tried my best to impress Y's friends and entertain them as much as possible, in the process I found out that they are very good people, I'm glad to have met them.
Thanks Yvette for giving me those joyoues memories that I'll treasure..
I'm going to miss her when she has to leave.
When She left I started to miss her
Everyday I miss her
I miss her now =)

So there you go.. It's true, Living your life can be Unpredictable..

One minute it was going down hill,

the next minute, you could be on cloud 9..

~Peace out~

My Current Status: I LOVE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!

2010-03-08T16:40:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone =), I'm such in a joyous mood. Although I'm quite full of stresses but I can't do anything about it yet, all I can do is wait til the time comes I will need to face it. Right now, I'm enjoying my life. My Parents are so supportive of my decision i make nowadays, they're quite linear but they're still quite strict also, Although I'm more than a minor but I still have my boundaries. Well whatever it is, I'm happy to have my parents. My brothers also, I'm proud of them, with their sports and education, I wouldn't change them, just need to improve them..hehe... I just wish they would be proud of me for something.. I feel that I have nothing to show myself for, my bros don ever tell me what are they proud of, I always talk to my friends about my bros accomplishment.. Not all the times but still.. Sometimes I can be the most confident guy but sometimes I also lose my self-esteem a bit. The Big question to everyone is: WHat are you proud of me for? I'm not expecting any right answer, just answer that would ease myself, answer that would make me not doubt myself from time to time. Yeah, we should doubt ourselves from time to time but not always... It's not healthy..hehe.. We all need confidence, later we won't be able to face life.

So this post, I'm mainly going to talk about is my trip to LAhad datu. Before, I continue, I'm happy that my bro found a girlfriend that is really genuine and cares for him so much..hehe.. COnrgats bro.. So After my family open house has been celebrated and everything, I was given the green light to go and see my Girlfriend, Y. I was expecting my mum to allow me to go anytime I want, I just didnt expect for her to let me go, so early.. The week after the openhouse, the coming weekend, I was already arranging my trip, booking my hotel, renting a car and booking a flight there. The arrangements were going well, all I was worried about is my Uncle who was accompanying me on the trip and no one else could hae afford for the trip. So I was afraid my friend was goin to be lonely during the trip when I was with Mi Amor. And I was right but he actually didnt mind and was really understanding about it. I'm very lucky to be surrounded with kind people. I love my life.. Strike one...

The Journey there was awesome, it was suppose to be long but he made it fast....hahaha.... damn fast.. We travelled to 2 cities. When we finally made it there, our destination, or MY DESTINATION. SHe surprise me, she came to my room and we greeted...hehe... I'm not going to give the whole detail to the trip but it was AWESOME... I WANNA GO BACK... Meeting her friends and family was awkward at first la but at the end, I think i did a pretty good job. She tells me, everyone liked me, some even open up to me, that was touching. The parents seem to be ok with me, Had dinner with her whole family, heart wasnt racing, because I'm quite used to the situation where everyone on the table is older than me, knows more, knows each other. The situation is similiar to accompanying my Dad to a wedding at the table, instead of my dad now, I accompanied my Dear..hehe...
I was really happy to meet everyone, to meet good people in LD.. I thank everyone for being very kind to me. I Wasn't being anyone but myself, so I hope you all enjoyed JJ..hehe..
I really cannot talk in detail what happen in Lahad datu, but I'm in Love with this Girl...
I thank Utada Hikaru for her song - Firsr Love.
I thank SUm 41 for their song - WIth me..haha.. the list will go on on..hehe..
I'm thankful for a lot of things.
Thanks for the necklace, Yvette

I love my life.. My life right now.. I want to enjoy before I move on to start a new chapter in my life which in my Future UNiversities.

Right now, I'm in a jam, This coming friday I have to make a decision between my Friends, who wants me to join them at the club against My Father's quality time with the chance to meet Mi amor, once again..hard decision isn't it.. Which should I choose, should I go on an adventure or dance in the club.. Walau headache.. Hmm.. ok now I'm just going to show you all some pictures of my and my friends..

This is an awesome pic, wish I was looking at the camera when it took this picture..Lol

Oh yeah, me and my friends created this game, where it involves eaating wasabi, mustard or disgusting pickles, if ur hand loses in the blackjack.. U know blackjack.. 21... U know..

This game rocks hard..Check out the other photos in my facebook..

Killa

LAst but not least..

Well the picture speaks for itself.. RIght Dear?..hehe..

Miss u so much =) <3

P/s.. Giving up on your goal and changing your goals is two totally different things.

Giving up is turning your back from your path to your goal

Changing is looking forward but with a different direction to another goal

Good luck Everyone with their Goals

~See You Later Aligator~

I'm making the BEST of it, although it is already the BEST

2010-02-19T10:13:00.002+08:00

Hi Guys.. Happy Chinese New Year, Happy Valentine's day...
Hmm.. I want to write a lot of things actually, but I'm not quite sure how to express it properly and clearly.
Let's see, if we turn back time since the last time I posted something, what have I been doing since then???
Well, I've been playing COD a lot recently, I'm spreading the disease and my friends genuinely enjoy playing the game, although before they would say they don't enjoy because it makes them dizzy and everything. I'm actually the KING here, I found a few competitors but none can compare to Uz, Calvin, Soon, Avi and KArl. I still think about E3 now and then, I have to say they really left their mark on my life. I really do miss college and the assignments, because E3, we were never doing the task alone, although it was an individual task, I had a lot of help and I'm thankful to everyone of them til this day, I wish them luck with their studies and hopefully we'll meet in the future.

After College ain't so great, well to be honest, it feels like a routine now to me, I wake up everyday and I have a difficult time choosing what to do. I have my daily errands to do and task given to me by my parents, but I really don't do much. I have tried reading and news, I tried, slowly that routine faded because I had so much to handle. 1 thing that hasn't faded is exercise, physically, I mean I go to my ex High School to join the football team with their training, I want to keep fit, I want to lose the belly I have gained and furthermore, I have been consistent with my exercise at home. With my Freetime now, one of my priorities now is my appearance for now, I'm trying to keep my face clean, especially of pimples and well, I want to grow some muscles. I still stand with appearance is not everything. Something I look forward to everyday is THE REPLY, I'm waiting for e-mails from the UK University I have applied to. I realy don know what to expect, I'm really excited to study but I'm really nervous about studying in UK, come on, You can't blame a guy for being afraid. I want a good life, to get that, I must go through a hard life first. Aiyo.. I wish everything would be easy, but that would also mean wanting too much, you just gotta earn it..DAMN.. So yeah UK, still waiting over here. I have kinda stop touching my PS2 already, my old bad habits is also slowly fading and that's good but also bad because I really don't know what to do now. FACEBOOK..Lol... nothing else to do.. I don't even want to play the games in FB, I'm not that bored...yet...Hmmm... Watching movies, well I haven't been watching many recently, so so. I try to go out everyday with my friends, but I think it's kinda frustrating for my parents to see me go out every night. I'm 19 already, sooner or later, they know they have to accept it slowly, they're really supporting. My parents are afraid that I'll vegetate, especially after knowing the intake of my course in UK is in September, so Yeah, still far away from that date. UK is also still an IF, IF I don't go to UK, I don't mind settling in Taylor's College which their intake is in July, but I have to take an extra course due to my results. The chances of me going to UK is not like a 50-50 situation, more like 70-30 situation, the 70 is me not going to UK, all I can say is not high expectations. =)

YES, I GAMBLE but It's not a bad habit, the only bad habit part is I get caught up and I lost all my rationality, I can't stay calm, gambling is almost like adrenaline to me. But I promise someone that it won't eat me up. The Name of The Game I usually play is call Lap Lap Fu or Pia Pia Fu or better yet for everyone's understanding, you can call it Chinese Poker, I think. I lost quite a lot of money but I'm happy to not lose it to strangers, I never knew how grateful I am to have friends who are caring and considerate and we don't take it seriously, it just for FUN. When you gamble, prepare to lose, and with money prepare to give it away. That's it with gambling.

Chinese New Year, like every year, I always look forward to the ang pau $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$..Ka Ching.. and of course the food and the people. This year CNY was pretty good, I am not done yet but so far so good. I spend my time in a small town called Kuala Penyu, quite close to the beach and far from my hometown, but I was very surprise that the town surprise me, cause the trip that I thought would be boring actually was kinda fun, I'm no city boy nor a village boy, I like enjoy everything, try anything, and live like your dying. However, I have to say this CNY, I have been very tired, what all with my brother's birthday celebration and class reunion party that I had to contribute because I volunteer. Not to mention just recently attending my close friend's birthday party in one of the most expensive clubs here in KK, The WHite Room. I really enjoyed at first, afterwards everything went downhill because I miss her too much and at the end of the night, I just got really angry at a certain someone who didn't really think straight before deciding to take action of just playing around what might have been very serious or worst, fatal.

Ok enough with that night, GooD news on TV for me is that one of my favourite drama is back on, HEROES and something I fell in love with beside her...hehe... is GLEE.

This GLEE drama is so unique, so different and the music it offer is just mesmerizing, I can't get the songs out of my head. Although it offers the same normal problems it faces in daily lives or teen conflicts usually is presented in other teen dramas- OC, one tree hill or 90210. Glee is also a comedy and yeah it is funny, I recommend you keep up with the series or START WATCHING IT. Except understanding that drama is better than HEROES. Personally, I enjoy watching HEROES, because of its complexity and darkness and superhuman powers of course. GLEE and HEROES are totally different things and I love them both.

Other things I wanna let out but short and simple and straight forward

I hope I'll get the chance to go to LAbuan again........

I hate driving now, I don't enjoy it anymore, coming in and out of the house...

I miss her.... I'm afraid... It's painful... I really like her.... Every moment together.. Treasure it all, that's what I'll do... Treasure it all and hold on... hold on... Keeping holding on...

EMBARRASSMENT

Making a fool out of yourself is fine, either on purpose or accidental, just don't regret it, don't think about what happen or what you chose to do. Those moments are just one of those moments you have to become stronger, test your confidence, your tolerance, the thickness of your skin =P, the skill to recover and the skill to accept things. Example, out of stupidity, I suddenly just dance in front of a mirror in my uncle's open house, a party full of people, and I was alone in the room but doesn't mean others wouldn't be able to witness my dance moves. Honestly, I was aware of them and I Don't know i was trying to impress or just killing the boredom in the house. I really don know where I stand with my friends, Am I Cool? AM I a Nerd? Am I a Loser? Am I an Embarrassment? AM I a used person?
All I know is that I'm being myself, I am very versatile and I'm quite random and I'm all over the place and If I have to be serious, I can and I will.. Lol...jajajajajajajaja....

Oh Yeah I love dancing, it a way for me to release some stress that I have been quite lately.

So now it's time for me to upload my pics...

My friends in the White Room

I haven't been to a club for quite sometime

I enjoyed myself that night.

This pic speaks to me in a way

I have a lot to look forward.

Sky is the limit

A lot of empty pages that I'll fill

Peaceful

Hmmmm.....

Mi Amor

P/s: I learned that blog is not to really express yourself personally or emotionally, well not that deep, that's all, even in your own blog, there are boundaries. We have to be a lil Mysterious.

All I can say is that a Blog is not a diary.

~KoNichiWA~

Dramatic Week

2010-01-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

I can't believe it. Tokio Hotel beats Black Eyed Peas in the BEst INternational Group..Lol... USA loss to the GErman..hehe.. The France Top Music Awards even Mistakenly gave Katy Perry the Best International song, it was suppose to go to RIhanna.. Man what an unorganise Award.. Embarassing..
Well now, that's said and done. Hello People, I'm back, Don know what to talk about, I don really read a lot, so it's hard for me to keep updated with the news, i rather listen to people and share their opinion with. However, my blog is here to also give people awareness and for your F.Y.I.

Sometimes I really don know What to Blog... RIght Now I live my life with Routines, nothing exciting happen. Generally, I exercise, do errands, send people everywhere and play game.. I try to go out with my friends as much as possible.

Sadam is attacking yet again...!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I met so many of my old friends last week, all of them from Matric in Labuan. I was glad, be more glad if I saw Yvette.. =P... I think I have watch so many movies, I'm kinda fade up of going to the movies.

ERm.. I really don know what to talk about now because it just so happen all the pictures that I have taken since I was form 1 up til form 5, my graduation, is all gone. EVERYTHING IS GONE. I don where it is anymore, I don know if Ciko or Jun can retrieve it, all I know is, that I am really Damn F**king Unhappy...
I'm not being Emo about this, all those pics were important to me, cause I took it, I took it...

Today are just one of those days right?

~Piss Off~

Finding a University is HARD...

2010-01-18T19:33:00.000+08:00

Well I went to KL, went back to Taylor's College, got my documents went to the placement centre to find out, to apply for 2 universities in Australia: Curtin(Perth) and RMIT(Melbourne).. I did come back to apply for taylor's also but I wasn't up to their requirement, so they suggest they'll appeal or bridging course..Lol...
BEside that, it was great to be back in KL and see all my good friends, but not everyone. My parents were very understanding and kind enough to treat myself during those 3 days. Although I think they were being very linear with me because I think They were guilty about me being alone cause all my friends couldn't meet me when I'm free while my parents with my uncles and my mum's younger sis with her husband went off to enjoy themselves. Well I didn't blame them, sometimes I like being alone, peaceful but there is a point where I get quite lonely. =P.... I was OK, still meet Selan, Brandon, Suresh and Mr.James Loo. I even had to chance to try 5 different cocktails in one night.. Not one of my finest moments, because I vomited but one of the memorable..hehe... B52...AK47...Long Island... SEx On the Beach and Bloody MAry... EVerything was awesome, just wish I had my E3 classmates with me during that time..
I did go back to AC(Asia Cafe), ate with Karl, Yue Zhi and Avi(Surprise Surprise)... CAlvin was the one that surprise me the most.. He came all the way from Singapore earlier than plan just to meet me before I left the day after.. Touched... WEng Jun Met me when I was totally piss(drunk), He came to the hotel about 2am and went back at 4am, couldn't recall the moment because I was quite tired and sleepy, not to mention drunk. I manage to even play pool with Suresh and his friend, also name, Calvin, surprise I manage to beat these players who entered in tournaments..AWESOME!!!!...
Bought things for myself also and bla bla blah... The rest are quite boring..hehe...
I hope to come back to KL soon..

ME enjoying my long island and my fav game: Pool

Yue Zhi and Calvin

Great Friends...Sheesha...

I ask myself when Am i going back there?

DAMN....

After Coming back from KL, I decided to take it easy and On Sunday, I wanted to take out my beloved friends, Natalie, Elina and Melissa.

WEnt out to catch up and chat and Even brought them to the movies,

Yeah this was the movie..

Ok, although it got low ratings, but I find the movie quite entertaining,

cute and quite funny.

I even got the oppurtunity to meet up with Mark Ryan,

Man he's skinny now, before he was quite chubby..Not bad now..

Afterwards, I brought them to my home,

Drank wine with them..Lil only bha..

Also thought them "sorry sorry" and "wedding dress" dance

Don't think they have time to learn,

cause their exam is coming up.

It was fun night..

They drove themselves home with my car. Was kinda nervous with Elina and natalie pretty smooth.

Well they're Girls..hehe..

Here are some funny photos

hehe.. learning sorry sorry.. These girls are one of the most energetic bunch of friends

I have come across

They never change

just mature...=P

Hehe.. took pictures with my car..

Trying to look sexy... Mission failed..

Well except they make the car look good..

Oh man, Now I wish I was the car...

Like this pic...hehe.. But it looks like I'm kinda pointing and one of her..hehe

Well still cute though.

I miss her.. Yvette I mean of course.

Everything is fine..

She's working now, as a teacher, just part time..

I bet she's a sleep now, (7.31pm), cause she didn't reply, she mention she was very tired.

Hmm.. When will I see her?

Well only HE knows...

Ok Got to get back to work.

I'm writing a drama script on my own..

Difficult is the word to best describe my situation.

Although I'm very excited to finish it.

GTG

~Iniibig Kita~

Tumodo Nou

BLOCK LETTERS!!!!!!!!ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-01-13T19:15:00.000+08:00

Another Attack!???.. When is this going to stop? 8th churches.. A Sikh Temple.. This si getting out of hand.. Before We all know it.. Malaysia will repeat the history of 13 MAy... I really hope that will not happen...

On the other.. I just got my documents today from Taylor's and went to the placement centre.. I bumped into Jeric and David; they were trying to sell their books and calculator... Skipping the lil details, more to the big picture... Karl and Yue Zhi accompany me to the placement centre. They told me I was only qualified to enter RMIT, Melbourne or Curtin, Perth, I really don know IF i'm good enough? I just hope I will be able to continue my studies, and try harder next time.. My last resort is private colleges here in Malaysia, Taylor's, HELP, Sunway university.. and etc.. I feel relieve to finally register but now I feel nervous...ahh.. Gotta to relax...phew... Man filling the form wasn't easy, kept forgetting block letters..DAMN...

Well afterwards, Me, karl and U Z went out for lunch to AC... I kinda miss that place, for it's food, cybercafe and pool... It was a nice place to hang, many memorable memories.. I just wish more of us were there.. We did meet JIn, but I would prefer to have Avi, Calvin, Soon, Kar yee and David YY...WEng Jun and Yuan Ming is planning to meet me later.. I dunno la.. I just want to stop thinking... I just wanna hang with my friends, simple as that... Ming wants to bring me to MOS, a popular club, that has been raided a few times.. Oh yeah, I keep forgetting to call Myra, to tell about the drama story, wonder how did thhe audition go..erm... Hope they cast a few good men.. seriously...

I not sure what am I going to do now?... I have already register, I'll keep register for other university and finish the drama that my girlfriend, Yvette, recommended.. It's a sweet drama, predictable.. The main character, the girl is very innocence, the guy is quite aggresive with her, I know how it will end, I just wanna know how will they get there..hehe... Feel like a girl for talking about a drama... I watch when I'm free like now.. Parents left me in the hotel room alone, they went somewhere, where I'm not allowed to..yet.. though..hehe... Well I told them it's fine anyway, I don like being a burden sometimes..

But I miss her, Yvette I mean... She surprising every where I turn.. How lucky am I to met a girl like her.. Nice, sweet, kind and friendly.. and of course more... Hopefully I'll be able to meet her soon.. Hopefully the mother and sis woulod choose to go to KK.. pls pls pls...hehe.. not that desperate or anything.. wudn't spending my CHinese new year with her... Oh yeah.. My dad is planning to make an open house, not sure when.. Well Goin to continue doing my thing, finish the drama and finish reading the book that my dad gave me.. Jeffrey Archer, interesting writer...
Well what picture shud i post.. oh yeah...

Peaceful picture..isn't it...

Nice place, this was the beach I brought her too...

Beaches like are hard to find..

Picnics, parties, romantic setting, whatever..

because

This pic was taken when i was looking up,

I held my head high, coz I'm proud to be a SAbahan..

Beaches like this are one of the few reasons,

Why Sabah is beautiful...

~Peace OUT~

How come when The Dream get to the climax, we have to wake up???

2010-01-07T22:03:00.000+08:00

Man, I had an awesome dream, I think I could remember everything...
The First dream I had before I woke up at 6am, was a good dream, I forgot what was it about? Girl, explosion and Cow.. Kidding.. Not sure..
I said I had a first dream, because I almost fell off my bed, so I woke up realizing that my bros just went to school and It was still early so I said 6am.
So still being tired, I continued my sleep and that's where it started...
I open my eyes(In my dream la), to see we having truce with the african, Malaysia and Africa discussing peace.. BUt afterwards everything went wrong... I have know idea what happen.. The leaders slap each other, and then we started the war by shooting at them... Next scene, Malaysia was trying to save their family, sending them to the SAFE HOUSE, the biggest one ever.. I was trying to find my girlfriend... I think I had a girlfriend in the dream, I ask around, a lot of familiar faces, somehow, my lil cousin was in it.
Then, I look at the TV screen, to find out the whole world is against Malaysia.. I was like WTF!!!!!!..... Then, I had to get ready for WAR, so I walked around my house to gather my weapon, a baseball bat, a Bow, Arrows, Pipe and I have no idea why I wasn't getting any guns, it was my instinct in my dream...
Finding the weapon took a lot of time in my dream.. Then somehow called me, "JJ let's do this!"...
I think I felt nervous but ever ready to go...
For some reason, everyone wasn't using a gun, bow and arrow were our range weapon..
Man... IN the middle of this epic war, I was like " This is so Cool"
And Then.................

My Phone Rang..............Lol............. Well Vibrate...
My mum was calling me " It's late already son, wake up"..... it was almost 12pm.. Damn...
When I finally hung up, I couldn't sleep and I wasn't able to go to war...Aiyo!!!!!

Shit la.....

Well afterwards, I went to do my errands and convince my Best Friend, Erwin, to tagged along, I think he only tagged along because I said we would go to KK and coincidently his girlfriend was there.. Lol...
Nothing exciting happen today... But Erwin.. We're even.. I drove you around already, k?...hehe...

Australia... Have you guys read the news?.. Aussie are not a really big fan of Indians... An Indian Student murdered someone... Australia condemns INdian Murder.. Did you know that?..Lol...

I'm not bored at home.. But i want to do something else than staying at home..
Erm....... ...

~Bye~

I'm stucked at the Intersection, in the junction.. Where should I go?

2010-01-04T21:16:00.000+08:00

So I'm caught in a Jam... Before la.. hehe.. I was stuck with choosing with these career: Mechanical Engineer, Architecture or Quantity Surveying. First, I wanted to go into Mechanical engineer, so that means the Taylor's college intake will be in September, it is actually a suited course for me. However the other day, My dad introduce me to these 2 uncle, one is an Architect and the other is a QS. After talking to them, and I think they were trying to convince to go into their career. I might add they both are wealthy, stinky rich.. One of them owned a Camry Toyota..Walau.. But i wasn't considering Architecture. QS although sound very suited for me. Luckily, Taylor's College offer a QS course. However again, one thing they had agree upon was advicing me to study abroad.......
........(silence).....erm.......mmmmmm..... This could be one of the hardest decision I have to make and I must decide fast, swiftly and I must not regret anything...
......................................................
...........................................
...This is so hard.... Well except I have lil time.. I really have to think about...
I already made up my mine to study QS but.......
question now is where?........
...so many things I have to consider...
Let's leave it at there....

Just so all of u know.. this was the exact car..

Freaking awesome..

Well today in the news, they finally allowed the Catholic to use the word 'A***H', every week in their publication. Even Najib told the Muslim to not feel offended or the threaten, but I just have to say this good. For me treat it like some kind of small truce..

Moving on, BONO wants the people of the world to control the internet downloading of music and movies as it actually bring harm to the creator of the products... All i can say is, if it's free, who wouldn't want it.. I'm just saying.... He's asking a to give symphaty, well its kinda hard when we love music and movie so much, until we want it to be free..

Well that's all for me, don't really feel like making a long post but maybe some of you could help with my problem regarding my QS course... If you are wondering what's QS.. Well they actually work together with civil and architecture.. Let say QS help to simplify the design of an architect and they help the client purchase their building within their budget, so that's where QS help the architect to minimize his idea.. in a way la... QS estimate the value, cost of everything in a household...

So QS seem pretty cool for me, you have to do research and know a lot things, and I mean pick up the idea of a civil, architect and so on, understand their jobs....etc...

well I'm done, so tired from the exercise for my muscle abs and driving range..
My dad gave me a challenge to build up my abs within a month, and let see who get it faster... If I get it first, I win something, anything.. So have to work hard..

~Ciao~

It Felt Right...

2010-01-02T03:42:00.000+08:00

Before I go on...
HAPPY NEW YEAR...
WELCOME TO 2010
2 YEARS NEARER TO OUR DOOM
SO LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST
I was kidding about the 2 years part.. You know the 2012...hehe...
This post is to those Hypocrite and to People who shows off everything about themselves and those people who overdoes it.. I should know, I'm partly those kind of people... partially.. except for Hypocrite..Not really... You guys should look in the mirror before you say things, it might hurt your image..
Common give other people a break, you don't live up to your own words, what more expect us to follow.. this is a common issue everyday and people that boast, Shut the F up, we don't need to know your possesion..Please... Don't even BS about things you don't know or don't even own...
and that kinds of problem seem to be spreading..
I saw this one kid one day, has this really Chinese looking face and he has great english but no manners what so ever..
This kids looking about....what..erm... 8 or 10 yrs old, starts showing off to the kids or starts arguing with the kids...Which the kids are only about 4 to 6 yrs old.. I dunno.. let say the kid that is showing off is RB, so RB actually got mad at the kids for taking their toys back, same time taking the toys away from him, I have no clue what so ever happen, but I could tell RB wasn't to happy about it. So at first I didn't blame him for getting angry, but common dude, you are older, why do u want to pick fights with younger and smaller kids..
RB starts asking question that the kids can answer, fighting over Ben 10 toys, this was like
"How many Ben 10 toys you have?"
'How many Ben 10 the are?' The Kids said 1000, 100 and 10, RB answer,"Stupid, Ben 10 is only 1"....??????...Wth
Next
'What computer do you have?' OMG... I couldn't believe.. You expect 4 to 6 yr old to have computers of their own..
'What model is your laptop?'..'How much is your RAM?'... I was like common dude, be more mature a bit la... the kids asnwered with cute replies and with their innocent faces 'My daddy has 2 laptop' or ' I like Bomberman'...aww... but RB was like... "noooooo" or "no no no i ask.....' Ok I respect RB for knowing a lot of things but he was so rude and being kinda AH... the best part is the last part, before RB storm away...
My dad earn 3 million a year, I owned 30 laptops... Me and Chico(younger bro) started laughing, Chico really wanted to kick the boys head... If you guys were there, Man oh Man, it was hilarious, irratating and ridiculous. Please.. That was one of the worst case of attempting to show off your possesion, with all those funny statement, what more to lil kids, who doesn't really care.. Give them a gameboy or a psp or even a toy, their happy...
Hypocrite.. I want to keep this short..............................
Before you say anything, anything at all regarding an action of a person, a habit or a problem with a person..
Please go an purchase a mirror and look at yourself
or better yet, Shut the F up..
I really get annoyed with people, lecturing or scolding me or even talking about others problem with things while you have the similiar problem..MAn ticks me off...

Ok I might went off my title a bit, actually this post is for those...
erm.. let me just say it... I don't care if anyone reads it or understand it..
It Felt right... That's all I wanna say... It felt right...

Oh yeah today, well actually on the 1st of Jan, I was able to start off the year with a good deed, I had to help this car to get back on the road because one of it's front tyre went into a hole, parit or drain, making the back tyre not touch the surface of the road and lift the car's back.. So picture a see-saw getting more leverage onto the right side and the left side is completely lifted in the air. Well same things, except for the front the bumper the right side, while the back bumper was the left side..
Me and the Uncles tried to help the poor woman that parked her car that way, get out of that mess.
so I asked 2 ladies to get into the back of the car while i stand on the back bunmper and started putting all my weight, I thought it was kinda waste of time, because I'm quite light. We had a lot of attempts, the one I'm mentioning now, is the last and successful attempt. So they got in, I got on top of the back bumper and the uncles started to lift the car from the front..
On the count of 3...1....2.....3...
the car was reversing,
the uncles lifted with all their strenght, I would love to help, but I was kinda weak....
I jumped around like a fool, trying to put weight onto the back of the car..
The Ladies was sitting quietly in the car...
Heeve...Hoe....Heeve..Hoe...
Tadaa!!
It made it onto the tar..
To me it was a nice way to start off my year..
A fun Good Deed..

~Goodnite~

Another Miracle.........

2009-12-31T13:41:00.000+08:00

A quote from my dad.. Those are the words that came out of his mouth when I told him about my results..
Surprisingly he took it well... Lol... Couldn't believe it, but I didn't feel that great.. Maybe relief only la..
So here it goes..
I only got 64.66.. Sorry I had mistaken it for 64.66 to others...
So my dream of going to Civil or Structural engineering or Aussie has been crush..
But there is always a Silver Lining, I might study in KL, reunited with my E3 classmates. Hopefully I'll be able to live with Soon, rent our own place, we are trying to look for others.
So there is my result, I might consider going into Architecture, Quantity Surveyor or Mechanical Engineering.. See where life takes me.. Time for Miracles..hehe...
Ok Actually this post is going to be a a Tribute to my E3 Best Friend but before I start.....
I just wanted to make a list of What meat have I already eaten...
-Pork(Obviously)
-Chicken..duh
-Duck... Common
-Frog..hehe... taste like Chicken
-Bats... nice also that
-Dog..Didn't expect that did u...
-Crocodile.. Just recent.. taste like Pork actually
-Cow... I think all parts I have tried
-Lamb...

This post is something I wanna say to my E3 friends. I decided not to make a tribute to them just yet because I'm going back to KL to study, hopefully I'll meet up with all of them. Cause of my low TER, I only can study within Malaysia, well, that's what u get JJ for being easy going..hehe..
I don't really care, I'm going to be reunited with The Jostle!!!!!!!!!!!Yahoo...
So I just wanna say to everyone I know.. Happy New Year.. 2009 might be my very year so far..hehe... Thx to everyone for giving me many memorable moments... Yvette I'm glad we're together...
And just a lil msg to everyone... Personality always beat Looks...hahaha...
Oh yeah, I wanted to share this news to the people a long time ago.. I just found out people nowadays are so lazy especially Fisherman, they actually use bomb to catch fish, and yes this is illegal.. Man what kind of world do we live in..Lol...
And yesterday, I thought Yue Zhi was lame..hahaha... No offense dude...
Me and My friend, Elol, was talking outside of a wedding in Tanjung Aru, suddenly, this gang of teen were making monkey noises, Tourists... Then this tall, blonde guy came up to me and said "Excuse me" with his Australian accent, "We are looking for a monkey that running about, if you find it, please give the monkey to the receptionist"..Lol...Lame.. They should learn that when You cry Wolf...ahhh.. you guys know that already.. Just wait la one day when you reallt lost a monkey... No one will help..hahaha..
okla I'm out... I continue to Blog cause I enjoy telling my life.. i just hope I have some readers out there..hehe... Thx to my readers, don worry I continue to read your blog as well..
New Year is Ending.... So anything you guys wanna do? You should do it.. 2010 is coming..2012 is near..hahaha... Remember Live like You're dying..lol.. That's a good song.. Inspirational..

Thx again to Everyone

Family, Friends, 5A, E3 and Yvette

See you guys next year....

~HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~

The Freezing coldness of England..Awesome

2009-12-30T18:19:00.002+08:00

Well I'm back in Sabah. Nice to be home, kinda miss England a bit... What to do.. Next time... But I'm happy now... I have a girlfriend... Thx Yvette.. Luv u.... hehe.. So where was I? Story about England... Did a lot of things... Saw a football match... watch a theatre, on that note the Theatre rocks hard... go to Musuem... Musuem of Wax of Famous people and Musuem of History and Science... The football was the best, to be able to walk around Stamford bridge and watch a Live Match at the Emirates Stadium was AWESOME and Sweet....
But one thing is for sure Everything in England is damn expensive wei....
I could tell u all the cost of each item we bought but that would be almost like bragging. I couldn't believe the price of each stuff we bought...LOL.... I'm sorry but I don't think I'm going to tell the whole trip..Just a few parts I remember...
First day was awesome, but it was pretty breezy... as the days goes by it got colder and colder... then it finally snowed.. Sorry I'm not going to arrange my trip in a flow cause I can't remember everything, so I'll try my best...hehe...
The first day, in the morning eating breakfast was so delicious.. A real english breakfast... The Good Stuff
And the Public transportation there was 5 star.. Well not really, but it was superb.. The tube, an underground train and double decker buses.. Nice... The daily newspaper are even more ridiculous. They actually promote their newspaper by posting picture of breasted sexy women... But their rules there are quite uptight. My dad even told me I can't bring DVD's from home, which are pirated, because it's consider smuggling.. Have I mention the french are trying to help asian with their piracy..What's up with that? Napoleon army going up against piracy, which is quite popular with the world. Sorry to movie stars and movie makers..Cheap is the way to go.. Street walking is another cool thing to do, window shopping..hehe.. IT's true what Russel Peters said about Asian going into a branded goods shop, we always enter, but never buy shit...hehe.... England Chinatown wasn't so impressive but when I went there, I saw the World Premiere of Avatar!! Man I got so excited My first premiere... I stayed out in the freezing cold weather, waiting for the celebrity, all I got was James Blunt.. Well it was still cool, seriously...hehe
Next day after that, THE EYE OF LONDON, it is just a giant, huge Ferris Wheel, it is located near BIG BEN... It was cool also, to be able to look around the whole city, but still... Vertigo dude...
So on we went, ,my parents wanted to show us their roots or the places they were at when they were studying there... Paddington, place where they work, Victoria, where I was...Ermmmm... moving on
MADAME TUSSAUDS..The musuem of famous people that were made of wax and the wax made people is suppose to perfectly match the real people; height and facial features.. NOT weight lol... WE took a lot of pics but I'm not going to post all the pics, you wanna see, chat with me through Yahoo or MSN..Thx for ur cooperation..
Afterwards, WE met our relatives there, the parents had the typical Sabahan accent but their CHildren.. Holy ****... Awesome english man.. I have Hot cousin...hehe.. My Uncle Trevor Takom.. Damn funny guy... Hope to see him soon..
Then We went to the White Tower... Where Henry the VII was staying.. interesting guy actually I have to say.. PIctures I took there was just cool... That was also the same day I ate Fish and Chips.. I tasted heaven that day man.. Well part of it..hehe
Harrods, a very unique in a good way, Mega Mall... I can't describe how was it built but I can say, security is tight, things were expensive, I ate Caviar..hehe.. Just spectacular.. I got drunk drinking Wine..hehe
next day, went to another bigger and more popular mall... Aww man it was sooo big.. Oh yeah The Wifi in england was super fast but super expensive, man money was flying faster than a cheetah running...hehe
After that day, we decide to go to Stamford Brigde for a tour... Now that was fantastic... Dug out, the seats, the Xbox 360 they left for people to play during half times.. FA cup, Barclays Cup.. Walau wei... the Team's changing room... Men it stank but still cool experience...
The Musuem!!!!!!! Man it was mixture of boredom and interesting facts.. Man that place was sooooooooooooooooo BIG... it took almost half the day.... Ciko's was chasing these hot Japanese Girls...they were Hot...hehe...
And the day finally came, We went to the Emirates!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Walking with the crowd, looking at the stadium, buying hot drinks cause it was cold... The Match Between Arsenal and Hull.. 3-0.. Best experience I ever had... Well next to it, was the Musical Theatre we went to..TWICE!.. who said threatre sucks?!.. back to arsenal, the rowr of the crowd, the profanity and the players, the freezing cold.. TOO MUCH for me...HAHA... Went Crazy a bit.. Back to earth now..
Afterwards went to our relatives place again, did i mention it was because of them, we were able to see a Live match for free..THX SO MUCH GUYS!!!!!!!!!... We even played Wii in their home.. So funny that night..Lol...
Next day, went back to WEst Something, forgot the name but we also went to the fun fair near our place, Trevor Takom followed us that day, we told some stupid jokes and went on 2 roller coaster rides.. That night was fun...
I would just like to mention, every story I told involve walking and using the TUbe.. Everyday was tiring.. We always went back to the room feeling tired.. Actually there's this one time where Chico wanted to scare me in the stairs, he was hiding and was prepared.. But not prepared for the unexpected, he actually spook the Hotel Manager, he really got a scolding and was threaten, if he were to ever do that again, we would have been kicked out of the hotel..Luckily nothing happen.
The LAST DAY!!!
WE went to Coventry I think.. A market place, where entertainers would perform and shop that would sell second hand goods.. It was a perfect way to end our Holiday... I love England.. wouldn't mind going back again...
So that's that...
So now I'm going to post my top 5 pics in London...

~Have a pleasent Holidays~

~Merry Christmas and A Happy New Year~

Update: Freezing Happiness... DRunk...

2009-12-15T04:01:00.000+08:00

Hi Guys, i'm in the mall now, I just want to update my blog and for anyone who cares, to know how is my trip going this far. Well I went to a lot of places: Eye of London, WHite Tower, Avatar WORLD!! Premiere and malls, shopping, and etc... I can go on on on but I just summarize everything... Did a lot of things. Drink. Meet relatives... Unfortunately watch the Liverpool match... so lucky it wasn't live... Respect to Arsenal.. The better team won.. On that note, I hope Rafael gets sack, that's all I'm saying, now where's Avi to defend him?...
England is awesome, but I can't say so much about the people, some are polite and kind hearted, some are just rude and agressive. SOme actually piss me off. Speaking about the people, girls here are alright, again some are hot, some are fat and some are OK.... Seriously, Asian women are still hotter...
Time is passing by so fast..
When I get back to Sabah, I have a lot of things I have to do and Want to do...
Aiyo, results are coming on the 18 or 19.. either way, I'm too far to get it or to contact Taylor's..Hope everything will work out for me.
I can't post any pictures right now...
And I have a lot of pictures to Share...#
Food here is delicious..service can be great and bad... FIsh and Chips, sauseges, chinese food and so on. Everything is definetely a new experience, a whole new world for me and my bros..
My relatives here are cool..some are even pretty hot.. wrong thing to say I know...
And If my bros and I are lucky, we might get a PS3...Yahoo...!!! Oh yeah, I'm top of the league for most points this week...Yahoo... So many things I have done, so many funny things has happen, I just can't recall.. Right now too busy... buying stuff, oh yeah went to the Madam Tousel... I dunno... a House of Wax.. Or.. Musuem of famous people of being wax...made them up about the name... I hope everyone else is enjoying their holidays.. Don know what to expect from my results, I know I can pass but still nervous... damn... Arsenal Wish you luck on your race, CHelsea play hard and be sure to let MAnU take the title... ASton Villa is a great team... they might go places after this season...who knows...

That's it from me

Miss everyone

Diky

¬Aloha¬

I'm in ENGLAND!! Britain is damn cold!!Yahoo!!

2009-12-10T05:45:00.002+08:00

This is a quick post i wanted to post. Actually I wanted to post something before I left but I didn't have time so now, after 15 hours on a plane.. 13 hours spend on a plane from KL to London..OMG.. We are here in the hotel. I wish I could tell u more details but i'm using a limited Wi-Fi thats about to go off in 14 mins.. Erm.. I wanted to post a lot of things, stuff for my E3 friends, and news that I found. I won't go back on my words. Aiyo so tired..I want to sleep.. It was a shaky start to the vacation when we had some problems after leaving the house.. Sorry can't go into details. Yvette.. You see.. You know.. DOn't be sad, enjoy your holidays,k ?.. WHere's Calvin and Karl? Surya? No checking blogs anymore.. Calvin haven't even updated his blog.
Oh yeah finish COD single player, now going to start on COD: modern warfare 2..hahaha... Now going to take my bath and hopefully I can't update on some few things.. I just finish watching the arsenal match, the uefa, against Olypi..blah..blah.. lost 1- 0.. Arsenal really need to get there game.. OK.. The stoke match was fine, but consistency dude...Chelsea is rock solid but how the F! did they lose to MAnC.. The Premier league is getting hot, I just wish Liverpool was part of the heat.. Hopefully they can pull off a miracle.
Ok some few things I want to mention.. Sex offenders are increasing these days.. Tiger Wood's Women that he had affair with, are hot!!! hahaha...
I have a question for everyone.. Am I sincere? Am I fake? Am I honest enough? Am I Lucky?...
Crap 5 mins left... have to go now...

~Good Morning~

Love story??..NO!... Wong Yeong Yau's sweet gift

2009-12-02T17:37:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5TdaI5rPt88

~Enjoy~

A Father's decision in a life AND death situation.

2009-12-02T17:33:00.001+08:00

I read in the news yesterday a Man, a father had to choose between his son or his wife. Here's the situation, a family in the car was just driving home, suddenly the cat skidded off the road, into a grassy bank and over a 10 metre cliff into a river, that was near their home. The father manage to escape first and had to decide to save which of his family member first. He had to decide fast or else he would lose both of his family members. So he grab a torch light from a man( I don't know how that happen, a lot of people must have gathered around the incident and came to see), afterwards he dive into the river, he heard his wife screaming, so that was it, he decided to save his wife first. He brought her up to the shore and wanted to save his son next. However, he thought it was too late, he couldn't see the car's tali light anymore and he had accepted the loss of his son and could not have done anything more. Futhermore, these parents actually have 3 childrens, 1 son and 2 daughters, so for the father's defense, he said he didn't want their daughters to be without their mother. Ok, here's my opinion, either way this either could be the worst situation you wanted to be in, wife or son. Common it's crazy, this is so unfair to the Dad, to me either way he save the mum or the son, I am just glad he save 1. But the thought of making this decision is really harsh and this is th type of decision you wouldn't wanted to regret. Well I hope that the family will live a long and happy life and regarding the son, I wish the family my sincere condolences.

OK now going off topic.

Last Night, I wanted to treat Chico and his friends a night out around town my way, showing them the nightlife of KK...haha... I brought them to watch movie, went around Kampung Air( full of prostitute) and they owe, so I ask them to play COD with me. As predicted none can match up to Soon's or Calvin's standard. I AM THE KING OF COD here until I can really find a challenger.

Alright back to the night out, so before we left to go and catch a movie, we played futsal with a team called 'Yakuza' and that team was really fustrating, they didn't show up on time and they didn't pay enough of their share in their match. Afterwards, I had to send Chico's friend home, I didn't mind, what I mind was Bradley, man someday I'll kiss his ass for tricking me, damn far his house wei.

So back to the movies, the Ninja Assasin movie, it was ok, very predictable but the ninja stunts were cool and if you want to see bloody martial arts, these is the type of movie for you. However, regarding the diagolue, it was very weak. Rain's acting was simple, cool and cocky, his english was mediocre and below par. If I had to rate the movie out of 10, He earn a 4 for me.

Ok now back to the lil guys, they really had their fun, watch real hookers, but they were guys dressing as girls or woman. I didn;t know why, but they were really excited, really pumped up. I think one of them was arouse..haha... damn disgusting wei... Aiya, my dad just ask me to follow him to a pub..hehe..

I hope the lil guys last night enjoyed themselves and 1 of them even said 'Don't go back to KL yet, stay longer'....hahaha... I knew they really enjoy themselves...

Aiyo I have to get ready to drink again..haha..

I come to realize, that my Sabahan friends will not read my blogs and only My friends from the peninsular will only read this. I will continue my blog cause it motivates me to read and stay updated..

That's it for me

~See you later Aligator~

Thanks Karl.

2009-11-30T04:08:00.000+08:00

Karl I don't know what to say, and the time you were typing that post must be something you wanted to express in a while now. I don't know how to repay you, not only for that thoughtful post and for those other time you help me. Yeah I cried, so now you know how much I'll miss you guys. We will meet soon..
Coming Soon, My post of
"Calvin, Singapore in Subang"
"Mr.Random, Karl"
"The FFK of award goes to AVi"
"The Rebellious Good boy, Yue Zhi"
"Confuse in a Simple situation, Soon"
and etc...
I'll try to recall and type the moments with my E3 classmate.
But I'm very sure, I treasured them all already in my brain, I think it's in my drawer.

Thx Karl Again

~Bye~

Home Sweet Home..I know Lame quote=)

2009-11-30T00:03:00.000+08:00

Yes.. I am Home everyone.. but I know none of my Sabahan friends are reading this post..Don really like reading so just going to talk about my Kl friends.. But I know only 1 person is keeping update with my blog..You know who you are...
So I just came home yesterday.. Didn't do much.. My house was pretty cold.. Reason I would rather not tell.. But My mum and Chico seem quite fresh and happy to see me. So i was happy with that..
My dinner was awesome..althought it was pretty simple, but I needed it.. So i was eating like a pig.. Wow.. I miss Homecook meals..
At night, I got drunk, went to my friend's place for a gathering. They actually planned earlier, simeple BBq, didn't even know I was coming home, My fault for not telling them but I think, I think la, they were happy to see me.. damn a lot of people started smoking now, maybe i should have taken Calvin's, Karl's and Weng Jun's offer...Just kidding.. I would never smoke but nothing against people who do smoke..
Open Jack Daniel's and I think one of my friend, the bartender that night, spiked my drink, meaning gave me a bit too much JD than cola in it. But I went home early cause I didn't spend that much time with my family. I was eating supper and was watching football. Then I realize I felt asleep on the couch, wow... must have been the drinks and medicine i took for my sore throat.. haha.. Next day, sunday, simple day today..
Oh yeah, before I left on my jetplane, Did I mention my friends, E3, wanted to say their goodbyes by sending me all the way to the airport, KLIA. DAmn far wei, unbelievable, I still not, couldn't believe they did that, those guys are awesome. When we arrive at the airport, we hang out like normal, insults and talk about old memories. Suddenly, 2 girls needed my help, it was Bernard Dompok's nieces, overweight, what do you expect from Girls. So I Helped them cause they were going to Sabah on the same flight as me and I didn't need to do much. All I was thinking in my head, "hurry, i wanna go back to my friends"..hehe.. So we spend our last hour together at McD. We had some laughs, ate some food, took pictures and then.. The Sad part, we said our goodbye at the departure hall, and yes, I couldn't help myself, but I cried, ok?! Happy?? hehe...

Farewell everyone

I will comeback soon

E3 forever

My next post will be about my E3 friends

some highlights I wanna share If I can remember

Just a preview: You guys, E3, are AWESOME!!!

~CIAO~

Slowly, swiftly, thumpThump*.. It's shattering..

2009-11-27T15:08:00.002+08:00

Yes, the reality is near, the end is soon for E3, after everyone says their farewell, we shall then be called Ex-SAM, Ex-E3... My heart is tearing, I don know if anyone notice, but I'm sorry If I ever hurt anyone, I'm sorry If I didn't keep my promises, I'm sorry if I couldn't help you, I'm sorry for leaving...
Thump..

It hurts...

Thump
I hope we'll meet
Thump..
I wish everyone good luck with their lives
Thump
Why can't it stop.. wait... It only has begun...
Tears don't come out...
I may sound stupid, emo even
or maybe a lil too much... But it's the Truth, The Ugly Truth..

I'll admit I am Emo when it comes to leaving my best Friends..

You all are one of a kind

You all are just tooooooooooo Good

TO be true..

I'll miss you all...

Thump...

.....

..........

.............

................

Silence...

.....Cod.....Genting..........PS3....The Good times....

Classes...teachers....Ouch... I can't bare it anymore..

I love you all, I shall, will, never forget you all..
Thanks for the memories
~I hope we meet soon again in the future~

I am who I am, it was all me, my decisions.

2009-11-26T00:15:00.001+08:00

I stand today, proud to be an E3 student, proud to be an 5 & 4 Amanah student, proud to be a 1,2 & 3 Cekal student and proud to be a Mojuntin. Furthermore, a Liverpool FAN.
Everything that has happen or going to happen is not fate, not destiny but coincidence. My decision made me who I am today, I'm going to keep making my own decision. No regrets. I come to realize that that coincidence happen, when someone makes a decision and the other someone makes his/her decision and somehow they meet or clash or bump or etc. Their life collide because of their decision. What if he didn't choose SAM, what if I didn't choose SAM, what if I didn't say Yes to march Intake, what if I stayed quite, stay safe, what if she didn't show her picture of her friend, what if Avi didn't FFK, what if Yue Zhi didn't have Sharlene, what if Karl took piloting, what if Soon was intellectual, what if...
You see those 2 words, 'What if'
We don't look back in the past, but think about it. If we didn't decide on many things today we all would have done something different, be somewhere else, be somebody else. Just like the quote "Nothing is ever written on stone", please don't say it's fate, don't say it's destiny, it's coincident because of YOU. Even destiny can be changed, just like another quote "You decide your fate". Some decision will even have influence others, words that u say is the words u decide to say and express. So I shall say no more. I know I sound quite deep, or stupid, or emo but this is what I believe.

It wasn't fate

It wasn't destiny

It wasn't planned out

It was me

That brought and made me who I am today

Mojuntin

Sabahan

Cekal

Amanah

I only have 2 days left to be a Taylorian

~Ciao~

Another day Full of Laughs with my friends

2009-11-22T02:48:00.000+08:00

I have a dream..
I have a goal
AN AIM!!!
To beat Avi in Fifa 10....
I don't know why, but I HATE IT, I HATE IT
that I lose..Generally...
No offense to Avi, Good sportsmenship
but A guy who has been playing Winning Eleven, PES all his, partially his whole life..
Not to showoff or anything
But I have no lost to anyone yet in Winning Eleven or PES
So pls in lighten me
MY bro, Chico has successfully beaten me a couple of times
I AM THE BEST.. but Fifa...erm..not so
It's a totally different game..
Winning Eleven is Simple
but Fifa is complex a bit la...
So That's one of My goals to beat Avinash in Fifa..
now I just need money $$$$$$, to buy myself a PS3, Controller and games
LOL

So I have a few more days left here in Subang, I wonder if anyone will miss me, or anyone would actually care, I don really play a big part in anything, I don even give any such influence. However, I will miss them all.

Karl today was surprisingly energetic and full of himself...RANDOM THIS< RANDOM THAT...aiyo.. It's hard to stay in the same planet as him..
JosTling!! JOSTLING!!! I have no idea how to spell that word or to even understand it's definition but I know this, It's stupid just like Avi, and if anything is related to Avi it's sure to be Funny..
Just one word, and the whole room make it like a stand-up material on stage. An adjective, a verb, a proverb.. I don know anymore.. Jostling... From what Avi said, it means a 2 football players, pls not american ok, fighting for a ball while chasing after it. Whatever la.

I love my parents....

I love my friends

I love .....

~Jostling~

Bye Bye

InTeclletual Retard livin He's final Week,Days,Hours,Minutes and Seconds

2009-11-21T03:15:00.000+08:00

It was bliss and lust.......
hahaha not really
Now to continue on My post

This post is mainly about the few difference I have notice

about me

being here, in KL

and In Sabah

and I would like to talk about a Lame person but My good friend

I have no idea why he refers to himself as lame, I don think so.

Lol...

So better move on.

First I shower

oh...crap almost forgot well..

I just wanna say

When I'm in Sabah, I'm with my family of coz, and that's love

I love hanging out with them, but this is my time now

I have to make them proud

On another note, I'm actually referring to friends.

My mum always told me, you will meet different people

but she would never expected them to be such an influence to me

Sabah: My friends there are down to earth, simple, wanna have fun

wanna be wild, wanna do the impossible, chit chat and just love to hang out with friends

Subang/KL: My friends here are quite intellectual, some even make me feel superior(kidding, SOON!),

they are not as down to earth, they more resourceful, they know a lot of things

I met a lot of different people and I was surprise with their talents,

They are not as simple as Sabah, but that's what I love

about Sabah and Subang.KL

Their different

special

Both I wanna treasure

To be honest

They similiarities are so much more

Fun

Wild

Dreams

Love

Friends

I was in Sabah, they made me who I am today

I'm in KL because of the people I care in Sabah guide me this way

KL, I learn the Universe is a bigger place, became wanna of the

TOP PLAYERS FOR COD

PLAYED A PS3

and etc

They gave me a new perspective on LIFE

I never regretted choosing Taylor's

I just wonder, did my friends in Sabah ever notice I had a speech problem and hearing problems

Erm...

People here actually pay more attention to my attributes

my features

kinda weird how I'm putting it.

but yeah OK

So that's Done time to introduce a Funny guy, who doesn't insult others but Himself

Don worry SURYA, this is brief

I had so much fun with CAlvin and Surya Yesterday on the 19 -20 of Nov.

Do you know why it's 2 days?

because We spent the whole morning til 7am

I was suppose to go to Moral, I did go

but we chatted from 12am til 7am

at a 24 hour mamak

I don know what were we doing

but we kept on laughing laughing laughing

MAn Surya is DAmn funny

Some Stranger from UK is sleeping in his Room

This guy will tell his friends,

like if He plans to go somewhere

He say things like

'See How I wake up?'

man, it's unfortunate, we met quite late

but I shall not waste anymore time

I have up until thursday to Pack

I better make my list,

I got a lot of things

I apologize in advance if I forgot to post anything

One pic for the road

This Large guy right there.

SURYA is his name

LAdies he isn;t taken..haha

~That's all folk~

A DAy in the Mountains until THe Night at the Prom. I'll never forget Subang....

2009-11-21T01:05:00.000+08:00

Finally JJ is back in The Flesh!!! Hello everyone, if anyone is actually out there, been quite a while since I blog so many things happen.. The Genting Trip, Movies, SAM Prom Night, hanging out with Friends until sunrise..haha.. and also I found another Good Friend, Surya. Man, I'm going to miss Subang. Let's start from the beginning.. GEnting Trip, I shall give the overall comment: kinda worth it, had a lot of fun, new experience and relive some old memories but also made a lot, and I mean a lot of new ones. The Bus trip was surprisingly short and the day before going to Genting, I only got 1 hour of sleep, nice one JJ..lol.. Quite tired but also at the same time I was so excited because I was hanging out with my classmates. When we arrive we didn't waste anytime, pranks, plans, laughs, jokes, take photos and blah blah. First we did was go to the Theme Park. I don know about the others , I love theme parks, I enjoyed myself cause I went on many rides, My favourites were the 2 roller coaster, not scary but the adrenaline was just cool. I pity the others whi waited 2 hours just for Go-Kart and I was surprise Karl didn't ride anything, must have been some bad memory, well I understand. Ok, so more or less 2 hours was gone, others only went on 1 ride while the others including me went on some few rides.=). Afterwards it rain, we all went back to our room.

My roommates were Karl, Yue Zhi, Calvin and Avi. To me it was the perfect roommates. There was chaos in the room, Avi and Yue Zhi the love birds kept on having their petty arguement. Karl was trying his best to sleep on the desk because the Bed was damn full and well I just wanted to sleep. Unfortunately, Calvin was quite Ill but that didn't stop him from having FUN. We all chatted, jokes around and KArl actually saw Avi NAKED in the toilet..haha.. he just unlock the door from the outside..Wow.. We tried to play PS2 but it was dead and well we eventually went to sleep cause all 5 of us were tired and wanted a lil nap. I heard everyone else were walking around and doing their things. After we got up, we did the most incredible things I have ever done and it was so worth it, Playing FIFA 10 with a PS3..Yeah You heard it properly..PS3...walau.. I cannot describe how it felt but I'm going to say this, worth every penny. Ok I better stop, moving on, typical dinner and afterwards just made some more great memories and moments. I'll just give you the summary, we scared the living crap out of everyone in the Hotel, Calvin bought a mask, a reaper mask and had this big black, dark cloak to go with it. HE really look like the Killer from Scary movie but just shorter..haha.. We scared SOoN was priceless, we even, not on purpose, scared the living daylights of the other hotel guests..Aiyo..so funny.. BUt we knew we couldn't scare old people. Damn, we made so much noise in the Hotel, I was surprise if they were going to kick us out. Luckily they didn't. Throughout the night we burn the midnight oil, chatting, gambling and just walking around. Eventually i slept at 4am and woke up at 11am. All of us went home separately, kinda disappointed there but it was fine. Travel Kl was a great experience and lucky got WEng Jun. So Genting Trip was Fine but just kinda too expensive. I have to keep a budget..Aiyo..But it was still a blast.

NEXT...

Let's see, Oh yeah, Wong Yong Yau's Birthday was coming(20 november), so Kar Yee wanted to make a special video. I hope I could put it on Youtube, I hope he really liked it. DOn't want to describe, I want to go on with my stories.

Oh yeah Did i mention? The day we got back from Genting, the next day, Prom Night..hahaha... Kar Yee Slept over at my place before the day of the Prom. We were helping each other get ready, cut my hair, my hair is different and I like it..hehe.. Recording the video was also on the same day, Wow. SO many things were meant to be done. In the End, we FINISH!! everything...hehe and focus getting ready for Prom.

Not to sound like a A.H. but I look kinda good on Prom Night...haha.. Everyone else were just amazing and the girls, oh the GIRLS... Were so HoT!!!!!!!!!!!!!... I love being part of SAM, I love being a E3 soldier.

Prom was quite disappointing but overall 6 out of 10, after the PRom I gave it 8 out of 10.=). The food was great but the timing sucks. Hey Picture this, it is already difficult enought to control students in a classroom, now picture the a giant number of students in a ballroom. It was a bit of chaos but some cooperated, everyone tried to make it a night not to forget. E3 was being E3, while everyone cheers, we all shouted 'Finish' at them, it's an E3 thing, that's why I love these guys. Taking so many pictures, I thought my phone was going to blow and overload on pictures and videos because of the PROm and Genting.

(I think this might be the longest post so I better separate it).

Mr. Yapp was so casual, he is the definition of casual, wore a blazer and slacks but under his blazer was a T-shirt with a Tiger face on it. Wow.. Everyone else look marvelous. Performance was so so. Bad thing was there was no dancing at all there but to make up they gave us all free tickets to a Nearby club, a very good one I might add, M.o.S, so worth it going it. HAnds down, best club I've been so far, just wish I had some girls. Wait I had Debbie, Thanks girl. Afterwards went to drink a few bottles, I wasn't drunk Lol.. I just wanted to get a lil high with the beers, so i drank quite fast except I didn't vomit. Next thing I knew, I slept and I overslept, Opps I miss Moral Classes...hahaha... Ok I'll be posting something else again after this. Thus......

Wait enjoy some pics first that were taken

on this 2 special days.

!Dashing!

Pou knows most of my Sabah friends

Debbie and Me going back after a long night

TO check out more photos got to my Facebook Profile

~Cheers~

~TO be COntinue~

BOO!!

I Apologize. Update: I'm not stopping yet

2009-11-20T07:30:00.000+08:00

Sorry guys about me not posting anything, I have been quite busy enjoying my time here in Subang and using every second of it because of me leaving early..aiyo.. But I'll be sure to post something very very soon...
I'm not quitting my blog....

~Thx and See Ya~

13 November 2009, Friday: The day MY WORLD stood still

2009-11-13T17:29:00.000+08:00

This won't be a long post I just gotta say it....
I'm Free!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today was the last exam/Finals paper; And it had to be a hard one. Specialist Maths: Damn this subject is soooooo hard, I'm almost cried just thinking about going through with it( Kidding)..
LAst Night I could not sleep, rolling left to right on my bed, my heart just started to race because I kept thinking about finishin this paper.. I have no idea what time I slept but I knew I was damn tired to get up. In the end, I got up, took my shower, got ready everything and I was off.. I walked alone at 6am in the morning, believe me, this place is very dark at that time, unlike Sabah.
So guess who I bump into, before reaching the gates, CAlvin, kar Yee and Daniel, I ran towards them and wow... I don know what happen, I just started running, full of energy I was and Jumped into the air.
I was so pumped. All of us caught up with one another at the doors of our destiny, MPH( Multi Purpose Hall). So all of us just chatted for a while and was just too excited and damn nervous for the paper.
As we step into the hall, others were already getting pumped up, shouting and screaming before entering the doors.
As we put our bags on stage, I wished everyone Good Luck for one Last time. As I go down from the Stairs, I was looking for my seat. From the stage, I saw too seats empty, assuming one is mine, one was the 2nd table, and the other was further down, I thought it was the further down but I was wrong, I was second.. OMG.. THis is so awesome, I get to do My jump after all..walau wei..

So teachers gave us all the orders and had to proceed with the procedures, I'm just talking crap now
So we started.. The paper started Ok, I could answer all but up to the end, I knew I was screwed, but actually I feel much better about my spec maths than my CHem.

Whatever... Moving on, There it was, 5 more minutes then WE ARE FREE
I counted every moment and doing one mroe question
I couldn't finish on time but I did my best.
5....4....3.....2...1
"ok put down your pen or you will be consider cheating"
It's over, I think i shed a tear..
I was so anxious to get out of the freezing Hall, and just shout..
But as i got up on stage, I had to leave a mark, so I jump into the air, clicking my foot together.
It was nothing much, i don think anyone give a damn, but who gives a s**t..
I'm happpy, my friends are happy and E3 is Happy.
What did we do next??? well??? You know
COD
Futsal and
Now... I'm at home blogging, so hungry oh...
tonight going out with Yuan Ming.. Aiyo..
No pictures this time, but they will be some for next time

~LOVE YOU~

pEACE

PRO EVOLUTION SOCCER vs FIFA...duh...

2009-11-12T03:47:00.000+08:00

Why do I need to say more?
Overall, PES or Winning Eleven is totally better
I'm not going to go over the freaking comparison, you can do that on the internet, DON BE LAZY.

Just type 'PES or Fifa' on google...LOl... As you can see most of the views, opinions and comments are all going to lead to PES is overall damn better than Fifa..

Common GAmeplay is awesome for the PES... I just need to let this one out..
For those who think Fifa is fun, You have not tried PES or Winning Eleven Yet
FYI: I'm looking for an opponent who can actually beat me beside my bro who plays as much as me...
And I just want to add, Girls really don't understand football
Don have all these question about football and always wonder why Boys go gaga over this sport, it's just a game.
Well, Why do Girls go gaga over shopping or jewelry or s**?..haha.. Last part i was kidding
but seriously, You get where I'm coming from??
I play Football
I play Football games
I watch Football
I join a Fantasy Football
And I'm not talking bloody American Football.
I'm talking about the sports that unites people all over the world SPORTS
I LOVE FOOTBALL
Rule 67#: Girls should never ask WHY do boys love Football...

This feeling is something you're born with.. For those guys, who don love Football as much as I do.. You really need a realization or stop playing DOTA...hehe...
Here;s something for you beginners, take a ball kick it and you will see the light
or take your remote and switch channels to ESPN and Starsports, on Saturday and Sunday catch one match and don cum all over yourself when you watch a Beautiful Game...

I'm so tired now.. Just finish watching Zombieland.. wei... Damn cool and funny man.. One part of the Movie just surprise me and made me laugh so hard and so long... That's phrase didn't sound right... Oh well, I recommned to everyone.
Rule 124#: Never sleep from 7pm to 10.30pm, gives you a headache and you miss Dinner..lol

What now ah???
Karl got Call of Duty: Modern Welfare (Just for you Karl..hehe)... 2.
I REPEAT 2!!!!
Damn I am so jealous, it feels like that time where I just spat all over and came to my senses and realize that I love COD.. Thanks to Avi for introducing me to such an addictive game...
Someday I will match up to Karl...haha
Calvin try not to sleep during the day, u miss out on a lot of things..

Aiyo.. I suck in blogging.. dude.. it's 15 min to 4am, WTH am I doing??? Spec Maths is tomorrow 6am..hahaha.. Go figure

~Rule 36#: Goodnight~

~THE SLEEPING COFFEE~..weeeeee....

2009-11-10T22:12:00.001+08:00

~UPDATED~
Ok ignore the title, this blog is about the Good and the Bad news Everyone..
Bad news always seem to be the right one to give first.. so let's start
BAD NEWS is/are...

I'm leaving KL on the 28 of November, sorry E3. Like i left my friends for March Intake, I'm leaving early to go home.. aiyo...
Chem results is going to suck
Leaving my E3 classmate toooo early...sob
Hopefully can finish 'Sorry Sorry'
I won't be able to do a lot of things with my friends before I leave
E3
E3
E3
E3 soldier!!!
This is not GOODBYE E3

Good news is/are..

E3 don need tolerate with my loudness anymore..haha
Goin to be with my friends and family in Sabah
Goin to see Yvette
Goin to England
Goin to help my Brothers with their problems
Drive around..finally...hehe

Aiyo.. Tmrw is Chemistry paper.. Better stop now...
One more thing: Damn I am going to miss E3

~Adios~

It couldn't happen.. Well it did=P

2009-11-06T01:55:00.001+08:00

Hi guys, I have time for one post la of coz....hehe... In the middle of Exam rite now, but I still want to let out something.. Movie critics and the truth of their review(ALl the movies I love).
Let me just list the movies.
Transformers 2: only got 19%..Ouch hurt my heart, I love this movies.. Maybe I'm just a sucka for actions and special effects.

Transformers 1: got 57%.. Not bad but not what I expected

Inglorious bastard: 87%..not surprise..Damn good movie.. Shit.. Brad Pitt is awesome

Terminator Salvation: Got higher than Transformers 2 only lil difference, OMG, I didn't really like this movie

Invention of Lying: Got a rating of average somewhere in the 50%... Not bad and critics say it's fine, could have been better and didn't really stick to the story

Zombieland: Got the same rating as Inglorious Bastard.. MUST WATCH!!!!

Harry Potter, HAlf blood Prince: 83%.. to me the movie was kinda draggy...

DIstrict 9: Got a ridiculous rating of 90%.. I have to agree this movie was one of a kind and look forward to THE FOURTH KIND

The GodFather: Haven watch yet.. but... drum roll please... 100% rating.. HAnds down best movie, as critic say, almost all my friends have watch this movie, I haven..sad. damn

Yes MAn: A movie i quite enjoyed, got 43% only.. not surprise, typical movie, so fair rating

I love you MAn: I'm shocked..Yahoo... 82% rating..damn... walau wei.. did not expect this..haha

Get smart: 53%..speechless..=(

IRON MAN; YES YES... 90%.. Now that's a rating.. Also one of my fav. can;t wait for the 2nd movie..pls don be like transformers 2

American Pie Beta House; they didn't rate it..hahaha..walau.. must have beeen too bad or too vulgar..haha

Well, that's all i wanna say.. dissapointed.. for TRaNsformers 2. REALITY CHECK.. I have to agree, didn't make sense in few parts but I am Loyal, to Liverpool and Transformers

EXAM STATUS: ESL was sad, physics was damn good and Maths was just better..
here comes the hard part...argh... Spec maths and Chemistry... I hate this subjects... I'll update this post when I have the mood agen and Now i just lost it.. talking to someone important to me..( 6/11/09, 1.54am)

~till next time, Ciao~

E3's Call of Duty: Destroy SAM and Rule KL..=)

2009-11-01T22:08:00.000+08:00

Nothing much I wanna talk about. Just going to say a few words before I sleep.

We are the Best

because we're full of boys in our class

We have beaten the rest

and kicked their ass

Let us do one final act

show them what we got

show them that our rack

showing our hardwork wasn't just a dot

We will make our stand

LAdies and Gentlemen

The Finals we have withstand

for too long now-men(hehe)

I love you all

Good luck

Stand Tall

Let us conquer the MUCK!!!

GO! GO! GO!

I no need to say no more, the picture says it all

Whatever happens

no regret

just pure happiness

I AM PROUD TO BE AN E3 SOLDIER

Oh yeah I more annoucement

OUR GAME IS ON IT's WAY E3

IT'S COMING SOON

MODERN WARFARE 2!!!

WALAU!!

~Good Luck, See You After FInals EveryONE~

I'M PISS AT 2 PERSON. WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE THE 3RD? BE MY GUEST

2009-11-01T01:54:00.001+08:00

I have two topics to discuss and it relates to 2 person.. First

Come and join me in the Anti-Rafael Club
Firstly, I just want to say, that is by far the worst call, worst game I have ever seen by Liverpool, I'm not going to blame the players but I mainly put the blame on Rafael Benitez. I'm going to predict the future here, either he has to step up his game or he gets fired by Monday. I prefer the 2nd choice, don't you agree. I have tolerated with Rafael's decision and strategy long enough. I hope I'm the first to say it, but Rafael, I may have praise you at times but you don't deserve to wear the Red Shirt. Rafael was just a 1 hit- wonder, only won the Uefa Champions league once and afterwards, where the hell is the barclays title??? Huh?? Where??
Do you see his call on substituting Torres, Benayoun and Kuyt??? He replace them with youngsters? What happen to Aquilani? what happen to Johnson? Common Degen and Lucas?? Who the hetch was number 16 for Liverpool??? Ok, if you didn't have anymore players, why did you subbed out Torres and Benayoun??? OMG... Worst call ever.... Before you tried this method of rotation, meaning you try to always to change tactics every match and sometimes I questioned your decision. However, this is the LAST STRAW!!! I admit you have pulled off some damn good performance and giving Liverpool fans high hope but then just can't live up to the expectations, like someone you remind me of.. In Big games, you managae to impress us all by making the right decision, taking risks but all the other games matters else well. If you lose to ManU, ok we lose our pride but the biggest pride is winning the English Premier League.. ManU and Arsenal fans, for last week fixture(23 October 2009), I know how you feel, I'm not going to picked on ManU fans, you guys have every right and Arsenal fans, I know how you may have felt after the West Ham match, but Liverpool's match was even worst.. 2 red cards within minutes and conceded 3 goals..
Rafael thanks for pumping me up for my Finals..
I am not ashame of going down and losing to Fulham, their a good team.
I am not ashame of being a Loyal Liverpool FAN but it wasn't their fault
I am ashame of having Rafael Benitez as our managa up til now.
Lucas and Degen shall leave with you too.
You want me to help you pack your bags guys, no problem, I will be glad.
Seriously, Have you ever seen Arsene Wenger and Sir Alex Ferguson make such calls???
I know at times they have but this is by far the worst Rafael.
I am disappointed...

Please support my Anti-Rafael Benitez club( Until he can prove to me, like he did in the Uefa Champions League, then you will earn my respect back)

Ok next person.. Well I'm not piss at him I'm actually disappointed

You made a promise to someone and I hope you'll keep it and prove me WRONG

I won't mention his names but you'll know him.

Once a upon a time...

Are you the TRUTH or just a lie???

Dude, I'm starting to think you don't want to hang with us.

Ok I know mum can be a dragged and won't allow you to do things.

but I don want you to argue with your parents and come out with us.

Instead, I want you to be honest.

That's why I'm writting this post cause I'm your friend

I'm going to be honest and I can't sat anything any longer.

I'm beginning to think are you lazy or is your mum that strict?! Ok I know mum can be damn strict but please I want the truth because I'm a man and I can handle the truth. Are we your friends? Are we just wind that you won't see after we blew away? I'm maybe sounding harsh and maybe I'm paranoid, but this is what I feel. You know, you should appreciate that other people are thinking about you and be grateful we can tolerate we your attitude, although we do enjoy your personality but still, FFK!!! OMG... I'd stayed silent and support your decision because I trust that your making the rigth choice and you are commited to that path. So I won't judge here, but You have lied my friend long enough. I want a straight answer!! Seriously!!

I'm not going to go on any longer and say things, Are we really friends or you don't care about our feelings. GIve me a straight answer.. Don't worry I'm not mad, I'm just disappointed.

I hope you can live up to your promise to that certain friends of yours and promise this will be ALL OVER AFTER THE FINALS. Dude, you know I love you as a brother from another mother, but prove me wrong that you're not a bad guy after all and you were being truthful the whole time.. Thx for giving such good memories.

Calvin thanks for cheering me up regarding the Liverpool match

I will be discrete.

I will be strong

I will have to live and forget

I will have to move forward

Don't look back

because

WHat I've done

in SAM

is about to be tested

~FInals Baby is tomorrow~

~See you after Finals~

~Yes it is true, I like Pie~

2009-10-31T01:44:00.000+08:00

Dear everyone,

How is everyone doing(refering to E3 classmare, Sabah friends and family)? I'm doing fine here, well I'm bored out of my mine, going crazy, don know what should i do?.. Well I just wanted to post something and make it sound good..erm...erm... thinking...thinking...I'm thinking.......
No matter what.. You need social skills and you need confidence in life, these are one of the few essential things you need in Life.. I know everybody knows this.. But just a reminder. You can be isolated by people or even isolate yourself from the world. Try being friendly, never fails me.

When I see myself jumping off a building, I know I'll fly, because I believe I can fly. Just like you need to believe in youself. ( DON JUMP OFF A BUILDING STUPID, IT WAS JUST A METAPHOR!!)

p/s I lock myself out of my room for half a hour and trying to find a way in, I manage to get it and get my keys, at the same time I realize how easy it is for people to get into my room. Damn worried now..Lol

~Lover Nite~

I must leave and I may never comeback.. I'm sorry.. The Ugly truth..Hi Kitty=)

2009-10-28T01:49:00.004+08:00

GoodMidnite, Okok, I know what you're thinking, "Your title is absurd" or "Don bull la" or "You seriously are an emo with issues". I know the title is exaggerating a lil but it's partially true guys, take it and accept it( for those who cares..hehe). Now you're asking yourself, "What is JJ so upset about?" or "What going on J?". Well E3 friends and KL buddies, I only have until end of November here and I might leave and well, not know when will I actually comeback. You see, My original plan was to comeback after new years and spend a lil more time with my friends here but I didn't get the approval. I'm leaving for England in December, so I still have to leave and instead of leaving my stuff here in KL, I'm taking it back with me to Sabah and officially move out. I thought i could leave my stuff here and have a good reason to comeback to Subang, but as usual, my dad is right: I can't waste money and pay for 2 month rental, so that's that, I'm going HOme, sadly and happy at the sametime. Actually I don know what am I feeling, mix emotion here and some of my friends even call me Emo here.Lol right??

hehe..just for kicks.. But seriously, I'll be damn sad to leave wei.. I love my friends here but miss my HOME, SABAH!!.. Aiyo, wtf man.. I don't even know if I'll study in KL next year because I'm actually looking for a university that offer a good course in civil engineering. Most probably, I'll be doing structural, I don't care how hard is it or how lazy am I, I'm gonna do it!! IN AUSTRALIA... BIG LOL!!!... Not actually excited about the Australia part, wanted to study somewhere else but if that's the place that offers good courses in my interest, then so be it. Sorry guys, I wish I could stay longer and create more memories with you guys(Don actually know if You guys care or not, but still I want to express myself).

My parents want me home for a good reason also, to take care of my brothers, because they're not themselves or they need to improve themselves and not to be big-headed, they need me and I too, need them. I gotta help through their hard times, beside I miss my 2 annoying Bros..hehe.. I admitted it..

So my curtain shall fall at the end of november or somewhere there, my book shall closed for Subang but I shall not forget the memories with my dear friends of E3 and other Taylorians. I will remember all my E3 mates and I'll try to rememeber others(hahahaha...kidding)
Oh yeah, met a Kitten today, gave him milk, found him at college, it was so adorable..DAMN... cute wei..

Cute pic just wanted to post it

Just so there is no misunderstanding

Not my girlfriend

yet..hehehe..kidding

So here's my good friend Calvin and the cute Kitten

SO there it is, the Ugly Truth..

P/s trying my best here, study hard and smart everyone.. David thanks for your tribute in your blog, wish it was longer though, don hide ur feelings about me..hehe.. sounded kinda wrong..oh well
Avi try to be less annoying...Lol la u sumtimes.. I kow you'll miss me the most..haha

Surprise, Surprise.. We are back from the DEAD!!!

2009-10-26T03:00:00.001+08:00

Liverpool 2 - 0 Manchester United

Anfield

Epic Match

Ok this post will be quick as it will only relate to thee recent EPL fixtures. First things first, WE WON!!! AVI WE DID IT!!!..UZ and Melvin!!!! SAM!!! YAHOO!!! What a match?!!!?!!!! Drama, conflicts, goals(mostly from us), amazing defend, strong attack game and etc.. I won't go on about the highlights and everything but THANKS TO TORRES COMEBACK AND Ngog slight push to confirm our win, Liverpool might be back on track after 4 defeats. Just some few words:-

As you look down with disappointment, we lift our heads high and look forward, to the beginning of Liverpool's comeback. Here's where it start, the beating of ManU was necessary. Although, respect to ManU trying their best to beat Liverpool, but we just played better. Here we come Arsenal, you're next, be prepared. The way I own Calvin in COD, will happen the same way when Liverpool own Arsenal.

Arsenal draw against West Ham was just "Humiliating", 2-2 it endede full time. That's not Arsenal, at the start their look like they were going to score more than 2 goals, but at the second half, West Ham caught up and equalised, OMG. Arsene Wenger, what are you thinking? what do u see in SONG, DIABY, Eboue and BENDTNER... Seriously, If you want to win silverware, stay consistent.

YOU HAVE DO SOMETHING...

Liverpool will not follow your path..

Other matches was also incredible like Bolton vs Everton: what a comeback, Bolton seems to always make it difficult for other team and ManC vs Fulham: WTF is the use MC, all those players for nothing, you drew with Fulham at home.. You should be ashame of yourselves.

That's it..

Before I go, 1 more thing. Calvin have made a conclusion on this season EPL and I have to agree that it is...

Just like in the picture, UNPREDICTABLE... Samurai referring to all the Football clubs and Master symbolising EPL.

~GOODNITE EVERYONE, LIVERPOOL ROCKS~

It's not farewell yet guys. Don you dare leave yet until the final day

2009-10-25T02:37:00.004+08:00

First day i stepped into class, I thought about the chances of my group getting the number of girls and oh yeah the number of cool guys. Looking at all the guys that came into class was fine but only seeing 3 girls(actually 2) came into the class the first day was depressing and i was a bit dissapointed. Everyone look so quiet, nervous, tired, lazy and etc. Up until the LAST DAY of the SAM programme, I have made a conclusion... E3, the class I am proud of, I was part of, grateful for, honoured to be a student in that group, rocks the whole F-ing world. The Last day was quite sad, cause we were saying farewell to all our teachers. Unfortunately, Mrs. Lucia wasn't there, but we do plan to visit after the FINALS( which is very close now). Last Day, rock so hard that even a boulder won be able to break the hardness of the enjoyment of our day. Everyone was so cooperative about wearing the Taylor's Shirt on the last day, using the a different hairstyle just for the occassion. MY GOD.. Everyone looks so cool and we all just went wild on that day..I think the teachers didn't really care how wild were we but actually they were sad else well to see us leave them. Some were even surprise about our gifts to them, the look on their faces.....wow....priceless baby.... I respect all the teachers that taught E3, but most of all Mr. James and Mr. Yap. Both very inspirational and the one of the BEST teachers i ever met. THANK YOU LECTURERS, for putting up, tolerating us and guiding us. You have done so much for us, we will pay you back by doing you proud in the FINALS.
THANK YOU MR. JAMES
THANK YOU MR. YAP
THANKS DR.SANTHA
THANKS MRS. LUCIA
THANKS MRS. ISABEL

Ok, just going off topic for a while, the ambush on the Avi, Yue zhi, Harry and Pou was so damn funny, especially when they screaam like lil girls.. AGAIN...pricless. AND WENG JUN, you sleep like a damn LOG... My GOd, THE HARDEST Sleeper i ever met, i don know how ur mum does it.. Aiyo I should really take my shower now... HEY! Liverpool will beat ManU, just like Napolean conquered the GErman or The British( i don know, I'm not a history teacher) or like Calvin rose up from the dead to destroy Yue Zhi in a fifa 07 football match, 3 down to beat him 3-4..AMAZING...

Before i leave here are some pictures for you to ponder...

MR JAMES, it was an honour to be taught by a Great teacher.

Just like you are not going to forget my name,

I shall nvr forget ur ringtone and YOU, Mr. James.

You come to our class, nothing but your mind to teach us

seriously, how do you store so much things in your head??

But seriously, I salute you and MJ is proud to have a fan like you.

I kinda love this pic, makes me and Karl look like rockstars.

DAMN WE LOOK GOOD..haha

We're single and hot..

Seriously, Karl is an awesome guy.

ONE OF A KIND.

HERE is anothe one of my new best friend

Mr.Yap

I have never met a teacher like this,

so discrete, slumber and just plain cool

to open up to us on the last day was touching

I thought he was going to cry when we gave him his gift.

I love this dude

His story was so inspiring, tragedic, so hard to take but still

was so good to hear, the things he had gone through

My respect for him has just sky rocketed higher than ever

E3 was honoured to have a Physics teacher like you.

THX!!!

Now this pictures is for another blog later on.. I'm not done yet.

This post was a tribute to the teachers. E3, my fellow friends, your BLOG POST will come soon enough

Now just think about the moments we shared in SAM programme and ponder on the memories

we had with the teachers

and now treasure it all

lock it into your heart but save some room for some more at the finals and after thee finals

cause it ain't over til I say it's over.

Miss Isabel, thanks for making a better student, you tried and i shall try too.

Mrs. Lucia, the most nicest, kindest, innocent teacher i ever met, I hope your child will grow up to have a heart of GOLD just like you

Dr.Santha, I know you hated us at the start but now, Just admit it, you love us and can't stand to leave us.

Thx for giving us ur smile and ur laughter and thx for joining in, in our fun like insulting Avi. I will make my English better than ever.
Oh yeah about the Firsy day thing.. I might not have gotten a lot of girls studying in my group
But I have receive something better, a group of people that are awesome and not cool, but freezing cool..haha
DAMN REGRETS!! None at all...

P/s: please check out this video of my dearest Friend, ELINA
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IGbKC5ILh4Y

2 more things, Karl house is f-ing dangerous Bombs and Ghosts.. If you wanna go to his place, please have insurance and be brave for all of us.

~Signing out, CIAO~

~Yes, Rain help me wash our pain and Stress away~

2009-10-20T23:54:00.000+08:00

Yo yo, I'm back.. Time to show you my topics of today...which are
Police or Thief??
Ok, here's what happen. My friend's friend, got stop by the cops but it was just a normal road block, typical, always happens here. However, something happen that cost him big. The police did a routine inspection and afterward, something sooo unexpected. The police ask for his phone and found porn in it. So the police gave him an option, to either go to jail or pay the fine of RM2000. So I could imagine the dude was surprise, shock, afraid, terrified even and didn't know what to do. But the cop also gave him another choice, he could getaway scot free, if he paid each policemen RM100( there was a total of 4 guys, so Rm400). So he did!! OBVIOUSLY!! RM2000!! or GO TO JAIL!! You crazy~~ WAIT, wait... Here's the best part, From what Karl told me: Police aren't actually allowed to check your phone( phones are private properties), thus, there need a warrant. Unfortunately, that guy didn't know and was force to give them bribe...

I kissed the a CHINESE GUY!!!...
Ok So here's how it went down. I was studying with David, Tiong Hong and Soon. I was telling them about I was playing basketball with some Indian fellas and when they were playing, the kinda isolated me(not their fault, wanted to leave actually but I had to take care of David's basketball). So when I finally came back to class, I told them about me getting stuck there and one of the Indian, said this "Hey give the CHinese fella the ball". I told them I'm not chinese. Then I just told them, I don't like it when people assume I'm chinese, cause I'm not, later people will be going around calling me a banana cause I don't speak chinese.. Sorry if I'm sounding a bit racist but I'm proud of being Thai and Kadazan. So this David felt that I was being racist and all of them gang bang me(sounded kinda wrong, who cares?!), I just ignored them but they wouldn't stop. So to silent them, they dared me to kiss Soon to show I love Chinese people. SO guess what? I did...hahahaha..he had dry skin.. Don't worry I;m not gay, only on his cheek. First attempt was damn funny, but failed. Instead second attempt was better and success, an ambush as we call it. So that's how it went and Soon is now traumetize..haha

OlD friend called me, about my EX-******, in Labuan.
My Old friends called recently, I wanna keep this short, i got other things to write about... So that called me about midnight, just to tell me they escaped from their campus to have a night out in the town with some.... YOU KNOW.... So they called, punch drunk, like they were because just finish semester. So it was awesome to hear from them, but to go see some hookers...was damn funny... NANCY!!. I won't mention my friends name, gotta keep their pride, protect it but it was cool to here from them. hahaha

So everyone is getting serious now, 2 more weeks to FINALS and we're not wasting anymore time. Skipping class to do our own revision and best thing is.. well.. Monday, was only 2 periods of class and then.. what else..COD!!! I don't like to blow my own horn but 2nd best right here...haha.. HEY!! No 1 can touch KARL!!.. DAMN his good. However I was able to own Loo Weng Jun in pool, beat him 5 times in a row...YAHOO!!!!
Oh yeah one more things, our Class Mentor went into Labour today, Mrs Lucia, our spec maths teacher also, so I wish her best of health and I give my blessings to her child when she is born..
AIYO GOTTA FACE ANOTHER OF CLASSES, luckily I have my friends...

~BYE BYE~

Don bull la!! =)

2009-10-18T22:57:00.000+08:00

OMG... Liverpool lost 1- zero to sunderland.. Sob.. Don't worry, this is just a setback, They'll bounce back, like they'll always do. I believe in them, just like the time Liverpool against Ac Milan.. What a comeback.. Ok Don't want to give a flashback.. Let's move..
Before that..
Haha... Chelsea
You suck MAnU( just for Yuan Ming, Karl and Jeric)
Ouch.. Arsenal.. what a fluke( Calvin and Kar Yee)
Well, the weekend is over.. sucks... but did some great stuff since thursday night..
To Karl and Calvin, Your blogs are the BEST... Thanks for the things you said.. Ok, enough crying JJ.. Ok JJ I'll stop... SO!! What's on the blog today???.. Erm.. Well... I wanted to talk about a but of relationship, things to do after Finals blog can wait til next time..

So let's begin...
THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS A PERFECT RELATIONSHIP... NO MATTER WHAT PEOPLE SAY.. IT'S BULL. Do you really believe in those stuffs? Then, you should look at the mirror and tell me if you see a naive child. Ok, I never said relationship can't last, I believe in love, destiny and lust.. Oh, I mean especially LUST.. Yeah I said(My mum knows I have a blog).... However, I have a theory on this relatioship, if a couple tend to turn off and on their relationship, it will last, if both work hard to make it work though. However(again), if it's one sided who kept saying let's take a break and the other disagree, I think one of the couple is being played.. So try to realize that soon before it really hurts. Hey! If you broke up with anyone and don't see them in a long time and somehow meet them in the future and become a couple again, that's what I call___DESTINY___ Got that? Write that down... But this statements are all based on my observation and theory. So it's not fact( No... duh!!). Just an advice from JJ.

Avi: Finish??...(Sarcastic voice)

Okok.. almost there..

Avi:Seven!!

Haha=)... Seriously, today(sunday) was ok.. Tried to study and i did but kinda tired because I went to church with calvin and Ms.Lucia(Spec Maths teacher) this morning.. Woke Up early on a sunday. hey church was cool, nice mas and a lot of pretty girls.. After that went to starbucks and just chill, play chess with calvin and soon, and study physics.. By the way, I think I'm wuite ready for physics exam (So bring it on!!).. Saturday was also cool, studied in starbucks alone, it was ok and a very comfortable place for me to study(but at that time i wasn't tired, unlike sunday) Friday.. Practice a bit of Super Junior- Sorry Sorry with Louis(Wong Tiong Hong) and studied maths at night. Nothing much happen but it's about those lil moments with your friends that matters, a lil joke that all of us laugh at and i won go into detail on those topic unless it's really priceless of you know what I Mean..
So that's it for today.. Sorry no pictures today, Quite tired, wanna sleep!!
Oh yeah Yuan MINg owes me a pictures of his 16 year old cousin from Germany..haha..=)

~Goodnight everyone~

I called ourselves the "ETHNIC GANG"

2009-10-17T02:28:00.001+08:00

What is this Ethnic gang? Who the hell are they? You ask yourself. Well it's a group of friends that are studying in the SAM programme and are in class E3. They consist of:-

Karl
Yue Zhi
Calvin
Avi
Yuan Ming
Weng Jun

These are the members and my good, wild, outrageous best friends. Don know why is Avi there? Mr. FFK, we call him(A person who always cancel last minute and comes up with the worst excuses), cannot stick to his words or promises but he is a great fella, did i mention he's Indian..duh... Seven... Upstairs... Left nut. He has made so many trademarks and has left so many good memories for the whole classmate of E3. Not only skillful in futsal but a intelligent student, sometimes and he can't stop listening to composer Hans Zimmer and Steve Jablonsky.. ARRIVAL TO EARTH... Everytime this guy listen to that song, he has this orgasmic reaction. FUNNY AS HELL. Avi and Na..blah blah.... Hurts for me to say this, I'm gonna miss him, When he enters the room, I'll juts start laughing because of his jokes, sarcastic remark and his FACE!..Hehe.. Met a lot of Indians, but this guy just...THE MAN!!! Ok enough about him.
I don want to forget these 3 guys, Best Friends man, real lucky to have met them.

Yong Yeow a.k.a David
Soon Zhen Han a.k.a IDiot
Louiss, Wong Tiong Hong a.k.a Super Junior member..=)

Yeah these 3 guys are awesome.. David is from Sabah also, and is one of the best student in E3, damn this guy is smart and a good listener. Soon, i already talked about him in my old post but just for fun. Soon is an idiot but one of the most amazing people that I have ever met.
Wong Tiong Hong, thx to him I'm learning to dance but also study. This guy is funny and I respect a lot. Don you there mess with him. What more He is an awesome basketball, he can shoot 30 hoops in a row.. Ryondokulous...
Oh yeah, Yue Zhi, My god, He's girlfriend looks like Taylor Siwft..hehe... Well I think so... Hey, Taylor Swift is HOT!!!. Yue Zhi, first impression, GOODBOY written all over his face and a push over..haha.. Avi's boy toy... Sound sooooo wrong, doesn't it. This guys almost resemble Fabregas and almost plays like him. Yue Zhi is an awesome fella. If u wanna know about cars? Just ask this guy. Yue Zhi, 9 months has pass and you're still the same guy i met, but just better. Wild and tame, good and bad, I don know what to say, sometimes you are unpredictable and other time you are so easy to read. Whatever it is, Thanks a bunch.
KARL, OMG, never met a person like this guy. Smooth, funny and cool, Damn this guy is funny. How many times this guy has made me laugh and left me blank? I'm not sure myself. U gotta meet this guy. I am thankful to have met such a guy. He is a weird looking fella but behind that weirdness and strange sarcasm is a guy who going to take on the world with his lovely girlfriend(someday he will approach). Karl I hope you'll oblige me and allow to say- You're my Best Friend.. Respect to this guy.
Yuan Ming and Weng Jun, first i thought they were some badass and gangster but they're actually down to earth guys. Yuan Ming has a goal and is thriving for it, Weng Jun just chillin and trying his best. These guys are cool, girls get them while there single.. Oh too late, they're unavailable, they even got hot girlfriends, How i envy them.
CALVIN, this guy rite here, rite here, is my, hands down, Best friend, I would take a bullet for this guy. Singapore trip i owe him one, actually i owe him a lot. One of the most kindest, funniest, coolest, awesomest, etc guy i have ever met. Words cannot describe how I appreciate this guy, First time we met, I ask "You watch whose line?", afterwards He stared at me and paused, OMG! He watches it too, both of are fanatics for whose line( Wish it comes back on the air), at that moment, I knew rite there, my Best friend, the beginning and never will have an ending, of Calvin's and JJ's sitcom. I just wanted to say Good Luck with everything and I hope you reach your goal. Words cannot describe how much I value these guys, My GOOD friends. I'm surely gonna miss them all.
1 month left til our finals, our prom, our moral classes, our last few weeks, days, hours, moments together.
I know I shud be studying and everything, I wanna treasure each moment with these guys and my other friends. SAM was a roller coaster after these few months but the ride is going to end and I have mix emotions, I want to stop the pain, adrenaline and stress but I don wan to stop the thrill, fun and I don want to leave my friends in the roller coaster.
Karl you Inspired me to write this blog, I know I became a poser a bit but you made me realize we don have that much time together anymore.
Don lost my contact guys, I won lose yours, for sure.
E3 is going to disappear soon and separate, we all have to disembark but our friendship will keep floating in my heart.
I love you E3...

FINALS PROGRESS: I'm doin well for my physics and maths, ESL so so.. NOt sure about my spec maths and chemistry yet but Mum and Dad I'll do my best.

My next post will be regarding the things I wanna do after FINALS..

AGain here are some pictures, each of them contain my friends>>>>

Soon, Karl and Yue Zhi everyone...

Ampang Hill is a great place to Hang out

This is just funny, trying to hide from Dr. Santha.

Calvin and Avi everyone

Yong Yeow is in the pic with Avi and Soon

LT 5, this is where I always study with my friends

Wong Tiong Hong, Weng Jun and Yue Zhi

Another day of COD... Yahoo!!

Here's Karl and Yuan Ming

A night out with my good friends.

I am proud to be a E3 student.

GOod luck to everyone in the FINALS

THIS IS AWESOME!

P/S I just wanted to say a few words to our dear MAlaysian Studies Lecturer,

Mr. Arivorm

Wherever you are good luck with everything in England.

You are the next Prime Minister, i salute you sir

~PEACE OUT~

Feelings, emotions and blah blah, I wanna Let out =P

2009-10-17T01:20:00.001+08:00

DR SANTHA.. I'm sorry I embarass you but you should be more careful
YOU ALMOST KILLED ME!!!

The horror, the horror. Thanks to Weng Jun, I was punished and had to seat in front with "GHOST HUNTER".. Damn it. I don know what's goin on with Weng Jun. I hope his not gay, he can't keep his hands off me. So "If u play with fire, you will get burn", I started threatening him to stop(Don worry Weng Jun, Ur still my good friend), then she saw me and put the blame on me. "IT WASN"T MY FAULT DR SANTHA!!!!", only if she could read my mind. So there I was in front of the class with GH. I wasn't doin anything wrong, just minding my own business and just focusing in class. THEN! There is was, the horror, it reveals itself out of nowhere...(I can describe and can't tell in detail because I respect this lecturer so I just keep it short). She was wearing a blouse and one of her button was open, u try to guess which one and the my eyes were burned, my stomach was swirling, I wanted to vomit. Now, here's the Best Part, she knew I saw it. Because of my bad habit of being a big mouth and impatient, I needed to tell somebody quick, so I went to my good old pal, Calvin. Unfortunately, she saw me and realize herself and was totally embarass. Ditto for me. Afterwards, everybody knew and started teasing me. DOn't worry, i can take the insult but try to imagine yourselves in my place... OMG... Ok I'm done with my first topic.
MOVING ON!!!

Why do you guys hate us??!!
Why are you so arrogant??!!
Why can't we get along??!!
Just because your smart, doesn't give you the right to be such jerks.

Common, I don know how come you hate my class, my beloved classmate(Well not all of them but still), What did we do to deserved such treatment? We wanted to play futsal with you guys and you say after finals, BULLSHIT. How come you guys are so smart but act stupid? please, don be cowards, come up to our face and just say it. I only have this " Don judge a book by its cover", we're nice guys(Well some of us, some are just as bad as you guys and just 1 is very dirty, you know who I'm talking about E3), give us a chance or are you just too intelligent to treat people with a lil respect. For smart people, you guys are rude, try to work on your communication, social skills or you'll just end up alone. If you guys got some good friends or a girlfriend, either you guys are nice, lucky or it was just destined for you to be smart and rude. I won't judge, only GOD can do that. So I hope you guys improve yourself and I know i did, and I will keep improving myself.
NEXT!!!

STUPIDITY has a new meaning, and it is SOON ZHEN HAN

Man, I can't believe this dude is one of the top in my class. Ok I have to admit he is hard-working, seriously he works like a horse, and moreover, he is smart!! First time I saw this F**ker, typical chinese dude, but in time, I got to know him. I realize he is a dumb bastard, he prove me right for the 21th time. Today, at dinner time, as usual, it was me, soon, louis and Soon's friend( Don know his name, I can't really remember chinese name, sorry=P), so we were just chatting and Soon was busy with his phone, smsing Ke Xin( I spelled her name as Cursing before, Lol i know), then he did the most unusual thing. He was asking "Where's my phone?". Ok for a second there, i thought it was looking for his Sony Ericsson( My old phone, the I gave it to him). You this fella has 2 phone, one Sony and one Nokia. He was holding his Nokia phone and ask himself "Where's my phone?"(Chinese accent of coz). Afterwards, He just prove to me again, how big of a moron is this fella. He looked at his hand with his Nokia and then realize it was there. COMMON SOON!! How can you forget, in a spilt second when you talked to us, you forgot you were holding your phone?? OMG.. I could go all night or all day listing down things about Soon that makes him an idiot but I can also list down things why is he my Best Friend. I don wan to be Emo or anything but this is for you dude. THX, Finals are drawinf nearer and we have to prepare. Soon is the reason why I'm actually an average student in my class and I have to give me him some credit. Sure he had annoy me and irritated me a few times but it can't compare to the numerous times this guy has done things for me. He didn't follow us out last night and just blow some steam but he did accompany me to midvalley to do an errand for my dad and even went to the Fish Spa with me and although he wanted to study, he still agree to follow. So Soon stay the way you are, cause your a nice guy and Ke XIn is lucky to have you. One word of advice " STOP FALLING ASLEEP", man it gets embarassing to be with you sometimes. HAHAHA...

Finally.... to you Bro....

Hey cheer up Jun, everything will be fine and just move along whatever makes you happy and I'll be right there Jun, don worry.

So, that's it for this post, I'm not done yet. Here are some pics relating to some of the topics earlier.

ESL Class, this was the same day, that incident happen, don worry u can't see it but the whole point of this pic is look at Harry and Soon(the one in pink), they both are sleeping but always get good grades, believe that!!

Soon Zhen Han, the one that look stoopid...haha.. That guy that's trying to get the last drop of water is Sam, Soon's and my friend.

This is Weng Jun, He looks Japanese, doesn;t he. Well He was the cause of my mishalf but i don have nothing against this guy because he is a good friend. Good luck with your studies dude.

P/S: HEY!!! CHECK OUT AIDEN DAVIS ON YOUTUBE, HE IS RIDICULOUS. ONE OF THE BEST YOUNG DANCERS. HE IS SURELY GOING PLACES.

~PEACE OUT~

~Random Pics of Good Memories~

2009-10-16T14:52:00.000+08:00

My friends were so great to give me a birthday party.

I'm very grateful to have classmate like this in SAM

This is us in Ampang hill. Great place to just chill.

But everytime we go there, it's always last call, nvr get to eat there.

Aww... My old classmate and teacher. How i miss them.

Can't wait to go back to Sabah.

Promtay, It was quite good.

Met a girl.

Drank

Had some fun.

So thx Karl.

Labuan, drinker's heaven.

Me and my good, old friends going on a trip.

Just us guys.

Never will forget that trip.

My Family, How i loved them so much.

Miss them dearly.

Well that's all. Don worry they'll be more to come soon.

~Peace off~

"leave me alone"=).. Seriously, don worry.

2009-10-14T17:33:00.001+08:00

Hey, so i think, i just think some of my friends are worried about me a lil too much. It'S like if i jkept quiet for a while or they assume i'm sad or being a emo, there's something wrong.. can i repeat myself?? I"M FINE!!! Common la, finals coming near, other things, don need to bug me about it.
And Karl keeps making fun of me about *that girl*, well he cud be rite, but it's not goin anywhere, k?.. I'll try when i get the chance to OK>? KARL?..

Alright, finally that's all out.. time to get back to business. Ok I'm goin to post an old poem I have and wrote it a long time ago for a certain girl. I just kept for good memories to remind myself to be stronger and more confident approaching girls. So yeah here's chapter 1 and 2.. Hopefully someday i can start on my chapter 3.. enjoy..

Starts with a hand shake, to a hug, then to a kiss. :

CHAPTER 1

At the age of 16,

I was a wild teen,

looking to only have fun,

and never regret things i have done,

but one night I felt so alived,

when I saw this girl arrived,

She looks beautiful tonight,

I said to myself,

“Make sure you act right&”

Make a good impression

, Don&’t act like a singing sensation?

Walk up to her, shake her hand and say these words,

Say it like a hummingbird,

&“Hey, how are you?”

And hope she answer you, with “I’m fine, how about you?”

Now you’ve got it, just go with the flow,

But don’t go too fast, take it nice and slow.

All night we chat and go on,

About her and me and so on,

But when it was late at night,

It was time to say goodnight,

We both wave goodbye,

But at that night, we felt alive,

Because we both knew we made a friend,

At that wasn't THE END

The HUG.... : Chapter 2

Every night we call each other,

Just to hear what’s going on with one another,

We laugh about our embarrassment,

And have to hide in our basement,

And now at school we even walk and talk together,

Thanks to my mother,

Cause she move me to a new school,

I jump with joy like a fool,

When I heard the news,

I celebrated with my mum's famous stew,

I’m her hero One night,

without no clue,

She ran to my house looking blue,

Sad and crying with tears,

I gave her my ears,

She told me she argue with her father,

So I said “don’t bother”, “

I’m here, so don worry,

I held her firmly.

Then, I gently wipe hers tear,

She hugs me as if I was a bear,

So I put my arms around her to reply,

It was warm and I slowly-,

Told her I will always be here for you,

This was true,

I felt something,

Like a beginning of something…. GREAT

So hehe... yeah.. i post some MANLY stuff later on.. SEE YA

~Tada~.. I finally did it_ Welcome everyone to JJ a.k.a Style's BloG!!!!

2009-10-14T01:49:00.000+08:00

Wow... after 1 year, i finally did what i wanted to do. So yeah, HELLO!!! JJ here, a.k.a Style, Mr.lonely, Bonehead, PLayar, F**kFAce, Class Clown, lazy ass and blah blah blah... I thank my friends and family for giving me that name. Alrite, so as u can see I'm starting my own blog, not because I'm bored or nothing else to do, but it is for ME!!!! I like coming up with stories and expressing myself. So I'm guessing most bloggers will agree with me... Ok enough about the reason.

TIme for the reason for my title... Let's see, Why that title? Why the name of my blogspot? Well, the way I think about life is just that... so many decisions, options, paths and etc... and it will never end.... Damn regrets is obviously referring to never regret ur decision.... So there simple and short.. Decision time will depend on you if u think it's rite or wrong.. SO don let other ppl tell u it's rite or wrong... JUST be sure u FEEL RITE!!!

SO this is how it goes, I'm goin to start my blog will old pictures, stories, poem and so on... And Some old stories will be brought up relating to new happenings. So this blog also allow u, to know more about me. I'm open for any comment, but don be surprise if i don ask for it, k haters???hehe. kidding. So glad to be here, it's late, my finals are near (SAM programme), can't believe the timing... Hope u enjoyed my first post, if u didn't there will be more and hopefully better..

HEY!!! If i get any spelling wrong or wrong grammar turn up in my posts and shit... WEll shit happens and I oblige u to laugh at it. I know i will...hehe....i mean...haha.... sounding crazy>>>>i know<<<<<>